Where to begin, I am 30 years old and grew up a happy person with a big smile and a big heart, in fact I still do. There is just one little problem I moved from my small town to the big city of Minneapolis Minnesota. I don't know what the deal is with this place but everyone seems so gloomy and distant to people who are not from here. But what really sucks is that I got out of a 7 year shitty married that went nowhere and had to relocate to this shit hole. I've only had two girlfriends in the 3 years that I have been here and for almost 2 years have not touched or had sex with a girl since and now that I want to get back into the game my insecurities on women prevent me from doing so. Trust me I have the looks of a handsome prince and everyone that I meet always mistaken me for a 17 or a 20 year old. I have no problem talking to new people just new people don't want to really talk to me. Scratching my head trying to make sense of this. My ex wife took everything that I needed to survive on away from me, even my car. I have a full time job, sure that's great and all but I have no car and really no social life in this place. Not a single person I can call a friend that I can just go and have fun with and or find someone real that I can date. Though all this might not sound all that bad, but to me it really sucks. I am not the kind of person who gives up, my old football coach once told me as a means of motivation is to "Put up or go home" After hearing those words even if life seem down or just is, sometimes is just temporary. | |
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