I don't care anymore if I live or die. Everything I do to better myself just seems pointless. Nothing makes me feel good about myself. I eat too much. I smoke too much pot. I gave up drinking to feel better about myself but I feel like if I drank I would feel better. I would kill myself if my dad told me he would kill himself if I ever did. I would rather not have him do that. So I guess I am a coward if I do kill myself and a coward if I don't. I smoke cigarettes bec I know if I do it long enough it will do the job I am too much of a vagina to do |
When you're born to be a sissy
Without the vim and verve
But I could show my prowess
Be a lion, not a mowess
If I only had the nerve!
That is so mean!
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
I have come to conclusion, after so many deceptions of life that God, is a source of life and peace, his love has been my confort and peace in hardtimes. Now I understand, not every one is a believer in God, however, I would urge any one to give God a try when all hope is gone, and when life becomes dull and pointless, why not be open-minded and invite God in, when all your human resources have been depleted and you feel thre is no more way out, many people met God in those hours, Moses did, Jonah did and many of the prophets.
I would advise you, beofore you go any further and think about taking your life, invite God in and watch what he can make out of you, he loves everyone regardless……
Make the smallest and simple prayer: God I humble myself before thee, please help me in Jesus name! Something will happen, try it!
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