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Posted by No at January 16, 2012
Tags: Independent circumstances  2012 January  Juvenile problems

I really hate my life right now.
I am an illegal immigrant, but not by choice. I am not Mexican but I came on an airplane with my parents and my sister. They wanted to give me a better education. We did apply for citizenship but was rejected because we weren't poor enough. My dad only has a citizenship. The rest of us nothing. Mom and dad decided that we should at least finish college here and go back home. I'm a sophomore now and doing very well in school. Band, cross country, class ranking number one freshman year and all ib classes. I aim for northwestern university. But cause we don't have a citizenship we cannot do one damn thing. My sister wants to drive so bad but she can't. She is a senior and all her friends ask why not but we can't say. We can't travel. I haven't seen any of my other family members in years. And my sister is stressed because she might not go to the college she wants cause she is not a citizen. But I am being adopted now so I could become a citizen. Before you judge, I support America and don't just tell me to get out and reapply for citizenship the right way because it will take years and I won't even be able to go back to my country since I don't really know the language. Since I'm being adopted, I had to move to a new house new family ad new people new state. I hate this. My adoptive family is just uncomfortable to be with. Making new friends is a challenge. I can't see my parents anymore and Im just so miserable right now.


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By anonymous at 16,Jan,12 00:40

I'm the author of this and I want to say that my parents do pay all their taxes and pay for our own healthcare. We dont cause harm in any way to the americans. We are a middle class family and very normal. But we can't enjoy the freedom that most others have since everything needs a social security number
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 12:53

Every western country (including western Europe) requires people to have an identification number. I don't know what world you are living in.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 12:56

Oh you're the OP.. nevermind.. I thought this was an American complaining about having to have a social security number.. Why not get a greencard or a workers residence permit? You dont need to be a citizen, you just need permission to be here. My mother wasn't a citizen for decades!


By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 01:15

the system is there for a reason.....you've broke the rules and now you're bitching because you don't get to play the game like the people who don't break the rules......WHO EXACTLY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE????

also, you dodge the enforcement of rules that are set in place by being "adopted".......and then you say "don't judge, because we support america".....obviously you support your OWN AGENDA and you'll do whatever it takes to make you own agenda come true......i hope everything works out for you, and i'm happy you're searching for a better life, but college obviously didn't make you smart, you're clearly a fucking idiot.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 05:21

Wow, what a cocksucker you are. It's not his fault his parents dragged him here and all he wants is to be a normal American like everyone else. What a douchebag.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 12:56

Its not like hes all that fortunate. I can think of better countries to live in.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 19:17 Fold Up

ok, well i want 1 million dollars.....you are a fuckinh cocksucker for not giving it to me.....BUT I WANT IT.......where's my money, i just want to be like the other people who have 1 million dollars.......YOU FUCKING COCKSUCKER, WHERE'S MY MONEY????......now maybe you see how stupid your point is, you dumb fuck.....there are rules for a reason, for the protection of the citizens of this country, when those rules are broken, it is not safe to assume that the ones who broke them don't care about the rules?......WHERE'S MY MONEY BITCH, yea that's what i thought
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 19:25

and another thing, after siding with the one who broke federal law, did you even read that i said i hope everything works out and i'm happy you're searching for a better life.....i didn't say, fuck you go back to your country, you faggot ass cocksucking pillowbiter......I SAID THERE A RULES FOR ENTERING THIS COUNTRY, ONES WHICH PEOPLE REFUSE TO FOLLOW BECAUSE IT'S NOT CONVENIENT FOR THEM..... WHICH I STAND BBESIDE THAT POINT.....I NEVER WISH FOR SOMEONE TO BE FORCED TO STAY IN A HOSTILE OR UNSAFE PLACE, ONLY THAT THEY TAKE THE APPROPRIATE STEP TO BE HERE, AND CONTRIBUTE TO SOCIETY IN THE FORM OF THEIR TAXES JUST LIKE I HAVE TO PAY......YOU SEE, WHEN OTHERS DODGE THE SYSTEM, I END UP PAYING FOR THEM TO ABSORB THE RESOURCES MEANT FOR PEOPLE WHO CANNOT FEND FOR THEMSELVES, ALL OF THIS IS FAIRLY OBVIOUS IF YOU HAD A FUCKING CLUE, BUT YOU'RE CLEARLY A FUCKING IDIOT AS WELL......EAT SHIT MUTHAFUCKER
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 19:50

Breathe...........
By anonymous at 18,May,12 11:56 Fold Up

You sir are a fucking idiot did all that cock sucking whent up to your brain ? Your answer is yeeeessss
By No at 12,Apr,12 18:02 Fold Up

I'm not in college yet. And strangely enough why do people think I'm a boy? I am a girl and I'm the one who wrote this post. Im not a terrorist or anything. I didn't even know where this place was. When I came here at 6 years old I just came here because my parents brought me here. I came back to my post and now I'm adjusting to my life here but my adoptive family is awful. My adoptive father is 63 and he keeps sexually harassing me. He constantly watches porn and I can here him watching it and he has anger issues so sometimes he throws things at the wall. Now he is threatening me that if I tell my real parents what happens here then he will report us to the police as illegal immigrants. The system is not that easy at all. Right now if I were to apply for green card it would take me a few years since I don't even have a connection. Right now my sister is only a senior but she is getting married because of the citizenship. But don't get me wrong, she does really love the guy she is marrying and so does the guy my brother in law. They don't plan on divorcing. And I am not in college but I am in hgh school
By No at 12,Apr,12 18:07

Adding on to that, did you not get the part where I said that my parents do pay taxes? An I'm not just whining for a citizenship. I am going to work for it and try hard. I want to be a surgeon when I grow up and help people who do not have enough money. Is that so wrong?
By anonymous at 10,Oct,12 23:48

OP, i take back all of the ugly things i said earlier......basically the responses with "........" in between the words was me and i am sorry for speaking to you that way.......after going back and reading the things i wrote, i humbly apoligize.....please find someone to help you, if you're being threatened, ask for help.......ask anyone, go to a church, tell them what is going on and that you need help.......they will not turn you away


By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 03:18

I'm sorry to hear about your trouble and lonliness, you need to keep your head up, be strong and confident.

God uses the weak, the powerless, the hurt, and the lonely in GREAT ways. Heres a illustration: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.
And as that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.

God is the true master craftsman. He is a potter who is making something beautiful out of every life. He will take the old ugly mistakes and sins and make them into something completely new!

When you truly know God, you can live victoriously! So whatever the ugliness is in your life, be assured that through the blood of Christ, God molds you and makes you into something beautiful! Many people can testify to how God has changed them. Ive never heard of anyone regretting putting their faith in jesus.

Are you saved? God can turn the worst of situations into good! Joeseph was put into slavery by his brothers, he was abandonded, afraid, probably thought his life was over. But he trusted God, he then eventually became second in command of Egypt. Without looking into the future it can be hard to be optimistic. If you put your faith with jesus he wont abandon you, he will love you and give you a new life.
By kifi4@hotmail.com at 07,Feb,12 08:50

Hello Kevin, can you change your comment for people posts a bit please? Even if is religious, it can have variations. What you have been doing for this and the other posts are not done for the posters, but more for your own satisfaction as a religious individual.
Try it, add some variations to your messages.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 13:02

Word. People should be treated like individuals if you can't give people that respect you aren't showing them the love you profess. You are just spamming because you are trying to advertise Jesus. You can advertise Jesus by showing compassion, attentiveness and responding accordingly to their needs. To give everyone a one size fits all response is not in keeping with God. What if when we died, God gave everyone the same exact speech and treatment word for word. Then he would not be God. He would be a recording. You sound like a broken record. God does not use broken records. He uses good records.
By anonymous at 18,May,12 12:04 Fold Up

Your kinda fucked in the head


By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 09:46

Yes the system is here for a reason, but the poster was a CHILD when they were brought to this country and now they don't have any recourse......how or why their father became a citizen, but didn't do the same with his family is not explained, whatever the situation, they are trying to do the right thing to correct the wrong THEIR PARENTS did.

Please, please, please, stop using disgusting language, it makes seem ignorant and is completely unnecessary!!!

As for the "No" good luck in your quest to becoming a Legal Resident/Citizen of the US!!


By No at 12,Apr,12 17:50

God please I don't know what to do! My adoptive father who is 64 is horrible. He get very angry over little things and he throws things in the house. He uses inappropriate language and is very sexual. I'm scared. I told him that I would tell because he's been doing these very strange things to me and now he has threatened to report us to the police as illegal immigrants. I am so scarred and I stress everyday about this. I don't know what to do. If my parents are found out, they will be deported back and will have no job and have no money. I don't know where I'll be at. He is an evil evil man and I hate him to death.


By anonymous at 18,May,12 12:07

Gosh hes an olld bagg of crap if cant takke him out you are worthless ,just go to youtube and takke a quik look at 48 laws of power


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,\' I love God,\' and hates his bhrtoer, He is a liar,\' for He who does not love His bhrtoer whom He has seen, how can He love God whom He has not seen? And this commandment we have from Him: that He who loves God must love His bhrtoer also. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not Perish but have everlasting life.Do You Really know God\' s Love?But the fruit of the Spirit is love, Joy, Peace, iongsuffering, Gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law, And they that are Christ s have crucifled the flesh with the affections and lusts. ( Galatians 5 :22. 24 )Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.( Hebrews 13:8.)Therefore my fellow believers we must believe that the word of Lord Jesus Christ is the word of God, if we want to save the souls then we will have to preach this gospel around the world.It is the mission of Lord Jesus Christ to follow the pattern as advised by the Heavenly Father to save the souls and we will have to search for the souls to give them the everlasting life as Lord Jesus Christ has given us everlasting life through His Blood & Flesh.Glory to Lord.God bless you. Please pray for us we are also praying for you.Your\'s Brother in Christ,Pastor Javed MasihHouse #1, Street # 10/ A, Mujahid Colony,Babu Sabu, Band Road, Lahore. PakistanTelephone # 92-3008048882


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