I have a baby and I'm married. My husband is gone due to his job and I can't deal with it. My baby screams and cries constantly. I've had her to two doctors and they both said a certain something was wrong so now she's on medicine. It doesn't seem to be helping. She still cries for hours daily. I feel bad for her but it's irritating the fuck out of me to my breaking point. My husband is gone so he cannot help. Even when I do talk to him he says to take a breather and I'll be fine. A breather is not going to fix it when I hear it 24/7. I'm trying to take care of everything myself and it's breaking me down. I have no parents they are dead. I wish my mother was still around to help me even if it was just listening or giving me advice. Too bad she decided life wasn't worth living. I'm totally against suicide because of this but yet sometimes I wish someone would just shoot me. I'm always stressed and can't be a happy normal person. Sorry for the novel but my life is kind of fucked up and I'm not even going to say all of it. My friends, I feel, have abandoned me. I have a few that still stick by my side but the rest don't even know how I feel or how I'm doing. I'm just so fucking tired of peoples shit. It's literally turning me into a cold hearted bitch becuz I've been shit on soooooo much. I wish they would quit pretending there something, when they are not what they say they are. Let's just cut the bullshit, shall we?? My husband thinks I'm too pessimistic. I think my true friends do too. How can I not be though? I just want my freedom back. I want to take a shower or run to the store without having to listen to a screaming crying baby that appreciates nothing I do. My hub says well she's just a baby well just a baby my ass. I could start acting like a terrible mother then see how she feels. I try to do the best that I can and I don't feel wanted, let alone appreciated. If only for once life wouldn't be so hard on me, I would probably shit myself for getting a break. Or who knows since I get a break I could use the toilet in peace. It must be nice to use the toilet in peace. I want to be carefree again and not have to worry or deal with so much shitty shit. That will never happen again. My happy days are over. I'm never having a child again. After what this one has done to me physically and emotionally, I'm done. Thanks for reading. | |
cant feed them dont breed them.
lazy fucking white trash
Then go to your parent's, one of the true friends, or even an all night movie theater/library/mall - anything.
Be honest - tell him you're getting out overnight because you NEED this. Don't do anything crazy. And come back the next evening and see how HE handled the 24 hours of screaming baby.
At least that way you get a break and the baby is safe.
Motherhood sucks. Sorry, but it does. Yeah, there's rewards, but they don't outweigh the work/misery/stress/etc.
And not everyone controls their fertility perfectly every time they have sex. Don't blame someone for bringing a life into this world...
You have to be blatantly not trying to prevent pregnancy to get pregnant because of the thrill you get during sex to be risky. Don't even lie for others and make excuses Im so tired of that. And letting someone cum in your pussy on contraceptives or not counts as blatantly not trying, because everyone knows having a load of cum inside you is alot of damn sperm and its impossible for any contraceptive to be 100 percent effective its usually only 89 so do the math.
You are majorly screwed up if this is a big problem for you and I feel sorry for your child who has inherited your genes. You have contaminated the gene pool. Your mistake in life was to breed. My advice, follow in your mother's footsteps.
Sorry for all the hate. But I am not hateful when writing this. What I write is genuine advice. Kill yourself! Don't be offended. You will be doing the human race a favor. I salute you.
It may help to know you are not alone!! All new moms go through the "losing friends" phase...parenting is a huge life change! Reach out to local groups of Stay-At-Home moms, or other places where there are women going through similar things.
The best advice I can give you is to take control of what you can, empower yourself, and let the rest go by, because this too shall pass. Keep your chin up for that baby, she needs you more than she will at any other point in her life.
u dont work,u have money and can stay at home and all you have to do is (gasp) be a mother to your toddler.
fucking spoiled bitch.
if i was your mother i would beat you till your bones break.
trash.
pull yourself togethr PRINCESS.
disgusting is the time when women forgot what it is to be a woman.
And to everyone giving her a hard time dont forget this is a place to come and open up and to not be judged. Just stop you guys sound ignorant .
Maybe this is just test to create an even deeper bond between you and your first born. And one day the two of you will laugh together about how she drove you mad. But you are appreciated! What you are doing is a great great thing. Please remember that.
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