i'm 19 years old. i'm the oldest of 2 sisters and 2 brothers. i know they look up to me as their role model, i try to do the right things and be the right person. even though i don't show it but my life is horrible right now.i feel like i'm here for nothing, like i wasting a space on the earth. i dropped out of high school to take care of my family when i 15, a freshman in high school. my mom did drugs such as zanex and other pills. that was most of my life. my mom hit us and if she had a bf she would treat him so much better than us. she use to get very angry at us and choke us..when it was our birthday she would take our money and spend it on pills. my dad been in jail since i was 3 and just got out of jail like 2 years ago. he have another family that he care about more than he care about me and my little sister. i don't have a job, i'm trying to get one but i cant. i'm currently going to a community college, i finally found out i was diagnosed with something that will be with me the rest of my life(not aids),but something serious.i feel like trash. i don't no what my purpose on earth is. why do i have to go through things like this? what did i do that was so bad that i had to be in these situations? why me? i'm a very nice person, well i try to be at times, but i don't think i did anything that bad to deserve none of those things. as i'm writing this i am crying, i really don't cry much at all. but thanks for reading my story | |
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