Why do I always appear to everyone as an ugly(literally) jerk during the day and at night I'm a beautiful nice person? Everyone judges me- I believe in astrology and I believe that the reason for this is because my ascendent is in Leo. I attract peoples attention somehow-being as shy as I am. So basically, I'm insecure ,confused, unsure, troubled, and my mom is an alcoholic who tells me she wants to change literally everyday of my life and gets trashed literally every.day.of.my.life.
I'm in middle school, I'm an average sixth grader though quite mature for my age and yet people that are (let me just say it but I really am a nice person) uglier and have less advantages than me; I hate to say it but it's true; get the love of their life in a snap and i try ever so hard to at least get them to see me the way i see them.
But it never works. no. I fail every.time. My deep crushes always end up absolutely hating me.
In the end-i'm always disappointed. Not even a day goes by when I'm having a blast, but then somehow I ruin it, it's a disaster.
Sounds like it, a lot. but I'm really truly not even exaggerating by a little. | |
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