On the outside, everything looks fine. I have a loving family, a nice career and good friends. On the inside...I hate myself. I'm stuck in a horrible, double standard relationship with a man that is constantly lying and cheating on me. When I do break-up with him, I manage to meet a guy that breaks my heart and I go running back to back to the cheater. Even if I do meet a nice guy, I'm so hung up on the cheater that I can't see clearly. Eight years of my youth have been sucked out of me during this relationship. All I have to show for it is baggage and wasted time. As I approach the middle of my 31st year of life, I approach it with a black, darkened spirit. A spirit that feels like a life of trust, happiness and joy with another person is too much to ask for. I feel that I am forever destined to be alone... | |
He can help you get out of the darkness, just pray. That's what I always do and it works! :)
-Nice Guy
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