LIFE SUCKS

The worst summer of my life. Disease and a cheating girlfriend.

I'm seventeen and I saved all my money to go to visit my family in Kenya (We are of European decent but I just happened to be born there). I arrived and after two days I found myself violently throwing up. This continued and I ended up in hospital for a month, in this awful Kenyan hospital with little to no care. Furthermore I lost all my deposits on accommodation, tours, and tourist activities . Before I knew it I had to get on a plane and get back, having experienced NOTHING and having used ALL of my money. I arrived back, excited to see my girlfriend, but the next day she went on holiday with my best friend (and our mutual friends). She fucked him in front of all my friends, and none of them told me. After about a month I worked it out, and relised that I had been interacting with all these people without knowing anything as if nothing was wrong. Meanwhile the random Kenyan disease I got means I can no longer do physical activities, and I am a competitive runner and tennis player. I've now put on too much weight and look disgusting, I lost my best friend, my girlfriend, all my money, all of our mutual friends, and I can never play my sport (which is my life) again. I spend my time sitting in a dark room, and every 3 days for the next 6 months I have to attend a gastrologist appointment (which is a fancy way of saying I get to have metal shoved up my anus).

To be honest, I can't complain about my life until now. I have had a good successful life, and am from a kkind family. But now, In the space of one summer, I have gone from everything to a depressed mess