stuck In a horrable situation. | Posted by Just Me at January 30, 2012 | Tags: Family 2012 January |
Im stuck taking care of my elderly mother who is a complete idiot due to Alzheimers. What I mean by idiot is she no longer can do a single thing with out being told what, where, when and how. She has to be told step by step to do any thing.I am the only person taking care of her. I have no help and no break and no life of my own.I feel like I'm going insane at times and I'm so depressed I actually wish she would die and get it over with. Its a slow horrible creepy night mare to go through seeing how nuts she has become. There is no escape and no way out.She is also diabetic so I have the fun task of trying to constantly get her to eat. If I leave her a lone for a few minutes she finds some thing crazy to do. While typing this she took bologna out of the refrigerator set several slices on plates and left them on the counter like that. She took a slice of pizza and put it on the CARPET sauce side down for the dogs to eat.She has to wear disposable underwear and she with take a dirty pair and put it in the clean clothes basket with the clean clothes folded in it.You see what I mean...brain dead. Its so trying I cry all the time. How long do I have to go through this tourcher? I feel like God is punishing me.I lost my fiancee, Most of my friends and My life is the same every day. I think I will die before she dose because the stress is making me so upset. | |
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you have no authority to say this to someone who is simply venting.
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