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My Entire life is horrible.

Posted by anonymous at February 1, 2012
Tags: Childhood  2012 February  Life Story

I'm 26, I Was abandoned when I was 5. The only family I had was my younger brother and my older sister, They were near the same age as I was at the point. through the time that this happened my sister was sexually raped and my brother ended up going to a foster home while me and my sister were still on the streets, I felt like he abandoned us, I haven't talked to my brother ever sense. My sister ended up taking care of me and the ways she would make money she would sell her body to older men for a certain amount of cash, at this time she was 8 and I was 5. She wanted to raise enough money to get me a birthday gift because I never had one. My birthday came along and she gave me a new pillow and a blanket, which today I still have those objects. After I turned 11 my sister started to go to school, we lived under a bridge for most of our life. Because she was getting educated she decided I should be as well. I just remember everyone laughing at me on how I didn't have cool shoes, that my shirt smelled, and how I was in general a piece of shit. After the first few days of school, I was really depressed and I met a friend, he was wealthier at that time, and He treated me with respect. I remember him asking if he can come to my house, I didn't know what to say because I was afraid if I told him where I lived he would stop being my friend. By the time I turned 13 (6 Grade) I made a decision to try and change my life, I started going after school to get help and go to the lost and found and get cloths that werent mine, at the point I just wanted to fit in and be a kid, but I still had to watch over my sister because she was in a very hard time. She ended up being very smart and by the time she was 16 she was a soft more in highschool, which I thought was really successful because we never had any education. After my sister went to high school, we still lived under a bridge, but it was different, we felt like we made this stable environment and made it nice. By the time I reached 15 CPS (Child protectiveness services) or something like that took my sister and me away and completly took out home that we lived for our entire life, I ended up moving to California and my sister a place where at this point I don't know. Hopefully in the future I can see her again, I miss her with all my heart and I just want to pour out and tell her whats happened every sense.

A few years passed, I ended up getting through high school by the time I was 19. I wanted to do something with my life, so I went to the military and signed up to be in the navy. The navy was very different then the life style I had my entire year, it changed my life, I ended up becoming a navy seal by the time I was 21 for the Strength, Courage, and My hand to hand combat skills. I then went to Iraq and We were looking for a target, we weren't allowed to say who it was but as of now he is currently dead for the causes of 9/11. Me and My squad got badges for taking out this terrorist that the US Has been looking for many years.

After My life of being a navy seal, I went back to school with a GPA OF 2.6. I felt like I needed to get it up and At this point in my life I'm 24 years old. I 'm currently In med school as of 2 years later for bringing my GPA TO 4.0 and my grades up.

1/16/2012- My Sister went into Cardiac arrest, She did not make it. With my feelings swishing around everywhere I don't know if I had enough strength to move on. Shes the only thing I had close to as My family.

I Change my life, If you have the strength to fight fire with with, you can turn your life around.


-Christian-


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By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 07:59

I am very very sorry to hear about your sister, Christian...your story was inspiring and I'm amazed at how you were able to pull yourself out of such a mess! Your sister would be very proud of you!


By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 13:31

Your the best and I admire your strength and will power to do the best you can do!! Your special and they need more people in this world like you!77


By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 05:33

Why were teachers so obtuse that they didn't know you were living under a bridge?


By only for 5 dollars at 13,Sep,13 11:42

kQtvi5 Thanks-a-mundo for the post. Great.


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