I am 27 years old. I've never had a normal teenage life while growing up. I feel incomplete, I feel like everyone hates me. I think I have social anxiety and often times I think I get panic attacks when I'm around people socializing. I'd rather be alone than be out in public. Have you ever felt loved, but not loved? Ever feel like there's a void in your mind, body, soul and your whole self and life? Or just in general. I have been with a guy for so long, but I want to feel like he loves me. Just me. I still feel very incomplete. I love my family, but sometimes I feel like they don't love me. I have a sister who calls me names every time. I have another one who tries to put me down. I have another sister who has betrayed me. I've recently decided to trust no one, but myself. I enjoy being alone. I'd rather be alienated than be around people, because I feel overwhelm and paranoid and no control of attention. Sometimes I can't focus. I've got a terrible mind. I think too much about previous situations that are stuck in my head. Life sucks big time for me. =[ | |
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