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A Mess

Posted by anonymous at February 4, 2012
Tags: Bad Luck  2012 February  Health

I'm a fifteen year old girl. This isn't your usual teen angst story. I have a legitimate reason to feel sad, not that I'm going to let that sadness take over my life.

First, I suffer from severe anxiety and depression. I've had these mental disorders since I was twelve. I blame my teen hormones for that one, so I'm dealing.

My family is a mess. My mom is Schizo and my dad is died. He died last month. It crushed me.

I'm socially awkward and my self esteem is very low. I personally think I'm ugly. I might not be, but that's how I feel. Because of this I don't have any friends. I feel like everyone doesn't like me and, in turn, I hate myself.

Then it happened.

There was an accident.

I lost my leg.

It had to be surgically removed.

Now, I just feel lost. I'll never be able to walk again. I know I should be grateful for what I do have but I just feel... so bad. I don't know what to do.


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By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 21:28

I clicked the wrong button. I meant to click Yes that sucks. You still have one leg and you may be able to walk with a device on the other. What you have experienced is terrible beyond words.

By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 00:51

You are still a child and you experienced so much. I think you are good and brave because I think I were you, I may be worse than you. You need help. This is not what a child should bear and deal. However, there are a lot of people who beat their hardness. I used to suffer from serious depression. At that time, I don't want to talk, and don't want to go out of my room. I even tried to kill myself. Now, I am ok. By pray and insist to meet people who are good Christian. I am not good to them due to my low esteem, but they treat me well. And I could fee the real love which makes my heart feel warm. Now I am encouraged to stand up and live happily. I believe no matter how serious your situation is, you can stand up and live happily again. God love you.

By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 10:03

you must believe that everything happens for a reason :) It's so adorable that you can survive till now. Keep praying and always trying to think that you can handle this, much better than anyone else can do. And someday you'll find your own cool life

By at 17,Feb,12 11:46

I cant believe you've gone through this. I thought what ive been dealing with is a reason for suicide and you've gi en me so much strength. Thank you stay strong. I'm twelve. I'm :trying to. :) bless you. God will forgive our sins. Mines I hope. He has already yours. I purge and use pills for nutrients instead of food. Im aroxic. But I have two legs so I am. Stupid. I'm going to make a hotdog. And ill keep it down this time. :)

By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 13:44

Hey...yes, this is terrible but sure there is some3thing you can do better than any one.find your values...

By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 14:05

Im sorry to hear about your troubles and the losses you've sustained. It's not over, you have hope in Jesus Christ. Do a search on youtube for "nick vujicic" he is a man who was born without arms or legs. God is using him in spectacular ways despite him not having limbs, God has given him peace and joy. Put your trust in God, he can make the worst of situations into good. You are a strong person, keep your head up and dont give up, give your life to Jesus.

God Bless

By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 23:58

Don't forget that you have power over you're own life. You can be anything you want to be, just be confident in who you are. We can all get through this, I promise.

By anonymous at 18,Feb,12 21:44

Dear,i can't express my feelings for what i rd in your post.But you are very brave and definetely the Almighty will guide you and you will get all happiness in life.
Be strong, take care

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