My life has been one big sucky pile for the past year. First I discover my 40 year old husband has been texting an 18 year old girl I used to babysit over 1000 times in one month. We have four children together. One weekend a couple months ago, he told me he was going camping with a guy friend of his. I discovered he REALLY got a romantic room at the beach. He claims he went alone. I'm not sure. A month after that, he started showing symptoms of colon cancer. I love him so much even though he's put me through hell. He's ok, by the way, just has ulcerative colitis.
Last week, while I had the flu and was vomiting every 30 min or so, my boss dropped by my house unannounced to tell me I'm laid off. This is after she promised me two months ago that I would be the last person to be laid off. She's keeping all the early 20-year old employees around even though they are not as qualified. She's about 35 and loves hanging out with her staff. She wants to relive her 20s through them. I told her off, probably burning bridges and making sure I won't be getting any verbal recommendations from her. I have several glowing letters of recommendation from her though.
A day after I lost my job, one of my teeth broke. The day BEFORE I was laid off, we got all the medical bills from the tests they ran on my husband. I've also been having some medical problems. We've been unable to pay off them all very quickly and just got a summons to court for one of them. Sigh...I just can't win. I'm trying to pay them all off, but when we didn't have great jobs to begin with and now I'm out of work and we have four children...well, it's just difficult. (We had all our children during much better times).
Anyway, will someone just shoot me please. I'm so done with life and wondering what I did to deserve a cheating husband, no money, and everything else that's going on. (Sorry, I'm feeling a little sorry for myself right now) | |