its been 6 years seems like a few months ago some people say there's plenty of fish in the sea some say you only get one true love
i was in a relationship with a women she is the most beautiful women i know to exist i told her id always love her life was good it happened that she cheated on me she seemed sincerely sorry but it still broke me the relationship had no trust i became paranoid and we fought the relationship fell apart
if i had only known if i had any idea we could have worked beyond her infidelity
if i had only known how perfect she was in nearly every other way i could have tried to be constructive with my emotions instead of slipping into darkness as it turns out i was sincere beyond what i could have comprehended at the time when i said i would always love her
i dream of her i dream of her often i dream of her knocking at my door i answer and we just hug i dream of use just being together just sitting on a couch those dreams are the most fulfilling moments i have anymore and the feeling when i wake up in a bed where shes not, in a life where shes not is the worst most lonesome feeling i have known
i have family and friends and ive had the love of other women since but nothing i cant fully express this in words but nothing seems like it could ever replace what i lost with her and as a result life for me has lost something it ounce had something glimmering something bursting with beauty and energetic promise
i know iam writing this for myself maybe so it can be lost in the internet
i wrote that i love her in a log book on top of the tallest mountain ive climed that and this are about all i can do for my situation these days
and if you've actually read this far know that love is a miracle and if you have it and know it to be true then don't ever let it get away and most importantly never ever let it be corrupted
i love you all i know now and forever | |
If she was so fking great then why the hell can't you call her up or talk to her online?
Cuz she don't like you.
Why do you like someone who cheated on you? Cuz she wasn't fat enough to call a piece of trash for it.
This is why I want to be beautiful because people are so damn shallow. You can do anything and people will still lament over you after you've literally fucked them over.
Lets go bowling some time, "friend", I got a pair of big blue balls and you can have one.
Consult with a therapist. As if they know anything of the spiritual realm. Being in love is not a mental problem.
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