It all went downhill fast right at 6 yrs old... | Posted by Fara at February 7, 2012 | Tags: Death 2012 February |
Two months before my seventh birthday my mom died in front of me. It was one of the most painful experiences of my life.
I am an only child, never met my father and I don't have a close nit family. I don't have a close friend to turn to or a boyfriend either. I'm truly alone. That's what makes life even harder to live. When you look around and realize that no one is there. That has to be the second most painful feeling in the world.
I'm 25 yrs old now and I have found that time does not heal all wounds. My heart aches as much today as it did 19 yrs ago. I'm honestly don't know why I haven't taken my own life. | |
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I trust that answers your questions "I AM" I hope you can answer mine someday.
BYE n TAKE CARE
You may be alone now but you can't see the future. There are many places where you can meet new people, church, clubs, school, classes (cooking class, music class etc..) things will change you just have to put yourself out there and have some darn fun! Theres a soul mate for you out there somewhere, go find him.
Keep your head up, you are strong person who has alot to offer the world. Who knows, maybe one day you'll be helping people through some of the same hardships you've endured. God bless!
-Jesus said "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls" Matthew 11:28-
I wish I knew who you are so we wouldn't have to be alone. No one else understands me, but you've been there so maybe you would. If you feel even 1/2 of what I feel, I'm sorry that you have to carry this pain every day.
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