born in one of the poorest countries and to the poorest family. There have been days when getting one meal a day was an achievement. while i grew up, I was a very bright and topper in studies, unfortunately could not continue doing it because of all the financial problems. With my father having drinking problem and full of domestic violence. With great difficulty enrolled to Engineering in computers, completed it, and married the girl I met in engineering. After working for couple of years in India, I had ambitions of becoming rich, as I had seen enough embarrasments from the family and friends when I would wear TORN clothes and always empty pockets. Lived in slums of Mumbai, finally with some ambitions left the country at the age of 24, and joined some post graduation course,, did almost all kinds of jobs from farming to dish washing and payed my fees. I made my wife to apply for masters in University and she got a seat, now we are here. and I am stil unable to find a job. worked for a few months and performed very well, but quit the job as i got a better offer, but the manager from the new company would ask me to get a drivers license after working for a week, which he had never told me during my interview. so now i am left with no job, and helping my wife in her studies day and night. by cooking and cleaning, if dont get work i wont be a able to pay the rent. I don have any support from any one. Have been through all the difficulties all my life, even after putting all the hardwork i don think i can ever be happy. I want to study my highers but cant as i dont have money. I have aims, ambitions, of starting a business with wonderful plans, but, if i concentrate on that, who will pay my rent and feed me, so I have to let go the opportunity. And on the other hand, i am running out of money and not getting aa job and i am getting lazier.. The reason why I wanted to make money, to help the poor and needy, and what I am able to do till now after putting so much of hardwork and efforts - nothing at all.... I am feeling as if I am the biggest loser in the world | |
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