Hello readers.
I have decided to use one of these websites to vent because I have no one who will actually listen to me. I am lonely, friendless, have no particular interests in life and nothing makes me happy anymore. My old group of friends did something very horrible to me so I don't speak to them anymore. I have to go to school with them and my other friends have ditched me for them. My ex boyfriend, who I loved so dearly, hates me and hangs out with them and is close with them now. He beat me, cheated on me, and abused me but other times he was lovely and ever since he dumped me I have had no one. I live with my family friend cause my mother left me when I was younger and my dad would rather live with his girlfriend, who is an ex junkie doesn't like me for reasons I don't know. Her daughter is also my age and was one of my best friends but she ditched me for the other girls and now they try and make my life hell at school. All I have is weed. It's my only friend. My house isn't very nice so I don't like bringing people here. I am so depressed and I really do hate my life. I wish I had just one person I could turn to. But I don't. So here I am. I have to to do everything on my own - so I have become very independent and self dependent. I hate this. | |
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