I hate my life, im stuck in a miserable place, I don’t want to wake up I don’t want to do anything. He doesn’t want me to have any friends or speak to anyone outside of our relationship. I have stopped talking to my friends of 15 years because he asked me to, and im ashamed that I’m supposed to be strong but im so pathetically weak, and I have no idea why. I’m stuck in a flat with bills and falling behind at uni work because im his maid while he goes to work then moans and moans and moans and moans and moans about it. Then comes home and plays either on the xbox or the laptop. Whereas I have Uni and work, and cleaning after him and cooking for him. Even when he ‘cooks’ a meal I end up checking on it for him. Apart from maybe 3 times? I hate my life, I want to curl up and hide from reality. His a selfish secretive boy and I cannot take it anymore. | |
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