Left everything behind me for a job opportunity. I thought I would open a new blank page to my life. i lost my gf over it, doesn't really bother me that much to say the truth. I miss the campionionship more than her. i lost my friends who won't come and visit. i can't go on vacation b/c shit falls apart when i'm gone and the 1 day i did take off i must of had 50 calls including my boss bitching at me for not answering it. wtf?! i have off. anyway my job sucks i'm 500 miles away from everyone i know. the people below and above me are completely disorganized and they all put it on my plate to fix. I'm 29 and I'm single which kinda sucks. people here are completely unfriendly and unapproachable. i find myself completely depressed and now catch myself drinking by myself which i've never done before. i'm gaining a lot of weight due to stress. i drag myself out of bed everyday. inside i just know this is not right. i know i'm better than this. but now i'm alone and blogging this because i can't even vent this to anyone in person. this sucks. | |
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if you take a polar bear from the arctic and move him to florida, he will not survive.......
understand????
go home, where your life is.......you sold everything you had previously built for the promise of earning a stupid printed piece of paper.....go home, and enjoy waking up again. :)
I doubt everyone is unfriendly in this location you are currently living in. People are people everywhere. Some are nice. Some are mean. Why not try social networking? Go on meetup.com to meet people with the same interests as you in the area whether it's music, a certain sport, a certain game, whatever. You can try online dating and go on dates to meet new people. You said you have gained weight, why not join a gym and work out and socialize with people there?
Your situation is not so bad. Good luck.
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