So I had a baby at ninteen, I feel like everyone isn't into anymore because of it and that I'm boring, lately I've been getting really stressed due to the fact my uni expects me to go everyday of the week and I can't always find a sitter for my son, also my grandad is really unwell over the death of my parents he feels alone I have him to rely on all the time but I can't because he's old he's 87 guys! I have a sister who is young and doesn't understand the pressure I go through yet I explain it too her I have my friends grandma look after my son while I work on the weekends, the dad left me asoon as I got pregnant and I became really depressed thought I herd voices in my head, but I refuse to take any tablets I'm against that shit I said until I ended up in hospital for three weeks because I was unstable I still get help now and I don't get money from child support because my kids dad don't think it's his, it's really horrible to live like this im trying to make it better for my family the only reason I'm staying alive is for my son, grandad and sister. It doesn't help that I get called fat from like everyone and a whore. I just wish there was someone to talk to sometimes, oh gosh I'm filling up just thinking about it, if there is any typo errors its because im on my phone I can't afford a computer. Thanks for taking the time to read this guys x | |
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