I have always been the social butterfly and have always had friends. However, if they've stabbed me in the back at any point I discard them. I am 27 year old female and I only want to surround myself with positive, REAL, genuine people...because that is what I am. I am to the point where I don't think these people exist...if so very few. I am attractive and in shape and it seems like mulitple girlfriends of mine over the years come on to the guys I happen to be with, they try to be-friend my boyfriends and paint and bad picture of me. People tell me they are jealous of me and my happiness and try to feel better about themselves by meddling in my relationships or trying to.
I am to the point where I feel I can't even have friends even though I want friends because everyone always betrays me. I have attempted to meet some neighborhood women and if we get together and go out or have them over, the moment they start to act too flirtaeous, act fake, or talk about crazy drama or gossip about others.... they don't hear from me again.
My fiance and I just joined a church.......you think all the women rolled out of bed with their saturday night clubbing attire on to come to church. I'm not conservative by any means but know better then to attend church dressed like a scank looking for my next trick. We have attended every Sunday for 3 months now and no one has greeted us, or said anything to us for that matter. I have been ready to attend a new church because I don't care of the crowd for obvoius reasons, on top of the fact that my fiances ex-wife recently started attending as well. I have continued to attend because my fiance found the church and hasn't been ready to switch, however, after last Sunday's issues we will be trying somethin new this weekend :).
I miss having friends... genuine, real, honest, good hearted, down to earth people. Where do I find them?