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Son of a bitch

Posted by Bitterwitchx at May 3, 2010
Tags: Attitude  2010 May  Sexuality

Before you read: don't fucking think I'm saying this just to get "some attention". That's the most FUCKING irritating thing to me. I'm severely depressed. It's treatment-resistant, not responding to any treatment. My mom is completely ashamed that I'm gay and mentally ill. I went crazy today yelling at the top of my lungs out the window that I'm gay and suicidal because of this bitch. She says she doesn't care if I kill myself. She's always complaining about how she's wasting money on me for treatment like therapy and medication, which don't work, for someone as ungrateful as me. She says I tend to be very cold-hearted and bitter because of the bullying I've gone through for the past twelve years and still receive til this day. I hate everyone in my school and wish the kid who almost shot it up two years ago would've done it. I hate my life. Death will be such a relief when it comes and I'm highly looking forward to it. If there was an easily-accessible painless suicide method I'd do it already.

/vent.


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By anonymous at 05,May,10 22:57

you can suck nitrous till you die. it would be fun and eas


By anonymous at 07,May,10 21:41

When I was 12 years old, I was molested my a faggot. I hate faggots. Die Motherfucker!
By anonymous at 23,May,10 10:50

Bitterwitchx is not the faggot that molested you and have gone through worse things than what happened to you.
so dont be prejudised against gays.
they also get ravaged and raped by other gay motherfuckera similar to the one that attacked you.
By anonymous at 12,Dec,10 01:03

Can you imagine a world with out ignorance? I can't. It would be sooo fucking boring. Thanks for making me laugh!
By anonymous at 24,Jun,10 01:07 Fold Up

LMFAOOOOO, DUMBASS.


By Angel at 09,May,10 22:43

Itís completely understandable to be feel suicidal and depressed if youíve been bullied for 12 years and have a mother like that! You donít need to kill yourself, not good, bad karma. Being gay is not wrong. I donít think you are mentally ill, I think youíre just confused and surrounded by bad people. What sort of treatment/therapy are you experiencing? It may be the wrong treatment. You need some happiness and love.


By anonymous at 11,May,10 11:13

Men i totally feel your pain, i'm gay too and i shame anout that, i wanna die, every day is so difficult to me, i just wanna be happy and loved by someone...:(


By anonymous at 18,May,10 13:46

Hey how old are you ..I'll go out with you :)


By anonymous at 20,May,10 13:05

You'll grow into being gay, but mental illness is a bitch. I'm sorry for you. Maybe you need to try new meds and DBT?


By anonymous at 24,Jun,10 06:31

all gays should be killed
By anonymous at 01,Oct,10 23:53

you can go kill yourself asshole
By anonymous at 21,Feb,11 08:00 Fold Up

Yo fucking motherfucker, why dont you just fuck yourself- being gay is not wrong


By anonymous at 11,Aug,10 02:22

Gay people are cool. They are so nice, and carring. I'm not gay, i'm a girl and into men, but i think it would be cool to have a gay friend. (if he was a dude) plus, fuck your mom. shes a doush bag that needs to be tortured. send her off to europe to be tortured. Haven't you ever seen Hostel?


just kidding about the Hostel thing. (sorta)


By anonymous at 23,Aug,10 04:26

What a lot of bullshit... like it, don't like it - ATTENTION seeking!


By anonymous at 01,Oct,10 23:59

Don't commit suicide it's not worth it life will get better. You just need to surround yourself with better people. You only get one life so live it to the fullest and don't listen to the assholes out there. Good luck in life there are people out there that love you.


By anonymous at 01,Nov,10 15:12

i don't know if you are a christian or not, but i think if you want to stop being attracted to men, it's gonna take God's intervention. I think when it all comes down to it, you just have to have self control and be disciplined enough to not act out on your desires, just like any other addiction or stronghold. You basically need let God's word change your mind and heart, to where you will see things as he sees them, not what any therapist says. I think alot of people rely on others opinions and people's opinions can be totally left field, because they don't understand everything. It's an issue between you and God, although it might seem like the worlds against you.


When I was young, I use to play being gay with my cousin when I was probably 6 to 8 or something, but I don't remember why. It wasn't anything too much into sex, but it was weird. But we were never really gay I don't think. I mean it all seemed like it was just affection or something, i don't know. But I can't say i grew out of it, because I never really accepted it. I liked girls but really I was too young for all that. It's weird because we've grown up and lived life like regular guys. He's married and has kids, and loves the ladies, just like I do.

But I can relate to being called gay though. When i was starting high school I moved with my mother and went to a different school than the kids i grew up with. I didn't know anyone there. For some reason, people started thinking i was gay and it spread through school, I think the people that knew me the most knew that I wasn't gay. I mean I didn't talk or act like it, I was the best at sports and all that. I guess I kinda must of looked gay or something because I was slim, or whatever, didn't hit puberty yet either. I was a lil shy about asking girls out, because I always had a low self esteem. But i felt humiliated everyday at that school because i didn't know what to do. Only one person ever came up and asked me if I was gay, because he was trying to be funny, but I didn't say yes or no, because I knew that I wasnt'. I still find it hard to ask girls out, because I don't want to be rejected. And I respect women enough to not get after them like a dog. But I don't agree that people are born gay, i think we're conditioned over time, it's more of a mental battle.
By anonymous at 12,Dec,10 01:04

SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH THE FAKE IMAGINARY GOD BULLSHIT!! IT'S NEVER DONE ANYONE FOR ANYONE, YOU FUCKING RETARD! FUCK YOU AND FUCK GOD!
By anonymous at 21,Feb,11 08:01

The dude above was right, if god was really that good, he send homosexual people to hell!!


By anonymous at 12,Dec,10 01:09

Dude listen, the only reason you are depressed is because you haven't really said "I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF AM GAY SO FUCK ALL OF YOU AND LET ME FUCKING BE, OTHERWISE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!!'

Now, once you accept who you are and realize you are perfect and that everyone around you giving you shit about being gay are all a bunch of fucktards, the cloud that you feel is in your head that makes you feel groggy and gray all day, will disappear.

THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING GAY! HOMOSEXUALITY IS PRESENT THROUGHOUT ALL OF THE ANIMAL KINGDOM! HUMANS ARE THE ONLY RETARDS THAT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT, BECAUSE SOME FUCKING IDIOTS INVENTED SOME DOUCHEBAG CALLED GOD- And to anyone who has anything negative to say about my comment, I say in advance...SUCK MY FUCKING DICK


By anonymous at 01,Mar,11 14:16

Death is not the soluction


By JimBo at 16,Apr,11 00:17

hPMMhb Real brain power on dilspay. Thanks for that answer!


By Caroline at 13,Jun,11 08:34

That saves me. Thanks for being so sensbile!


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