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sunk my own ship

Posted by AZ man at February 11, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 February  Relationship

Less than a year ago I was living in a nice house owned by me and my mother. I had a sort of decent night time mechanic job at a microchip factory. I lived walking distance from a pretty cool bar. I hooked up with waitresses and patrons from there all the time. I fell for this one chick, BAD. No surprise, she didn't want a relationship with me (I'm very negative and tend to not like many people). A couple days later I found out she chose my best friend's girlfriend's little brother over me. I am 29, have a college degree, am an Iraq veteran, had lots of inherited money and have lots of cool friends. This dude was 21, living with his parents, has never been employed and is the only person I've ever heard of that faked a drug addiction for attention. I promptly tried to kill myself but couldnt work up the guts. I got trashed, quit my job, sent out all sorts of ugly texts and my family called the police on me. I spent two weeks in a mental hospital, got out and all my stuff is in storage. My mom changed the locks on me. I have been getting worse everyday since. I've blown my savings, can't find a job and am so depressed I can't even have fun anymore. I think I'm rock bottom.


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By Nadia at 21,Feb,12 21:05

Wow, that is incredibly sad if this a true story. This is how your family treats you? A veteran? What is it exactly that you did? You can always try to talk to your family and sort it out. Say it was post war anxiety/panic attack and that you are trying to get help for it. Very understandable. Makes sense. Why else would you try to kill yourself over some trashy girl?

If you are a college grad and a veteran, getting a job should be easy. Don't act like anything is below you. Take whatever you can until you get back up again. I really think you should get help because very few people would react so strongly to rejection. Rejection in love happens to all of us, especially men. Why did you feel that your life was over and you ruined so much over someone obviously not worth it? Get some help and get yourself together. You are young and have accomplished much. You survived Iraq and you're gonna let this beat you? Heck NO! Thank you for your service, btw :) G-d bless and good luck!


By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 21:30

You still have a lot going for you. Can the VA offer any resources to help you? You have earned it and deserve to take advantage of anything--monetary, counseling, medical,job placement, etc., that they can offer you. F$%^& the girl that went for someone else..it wasn't met to be. Take care of and focus on you...getting healthy and together--then the girls will flock to you. And Please, please, don't kill yourself...if you start thinking that way again, drive to an emergency room or call a hotline immediately-because you can feel better, you can contribute to this world, and even find some happiness. You're leaving , under those terms will hurt those left behind tenfold, at least, from whatever pain you are feeling, and I can tell you are a good person and wouldn't want that.


By anonymous at 22,Feb,12 10:19

For a Girr...really??? And you are a Veteran. What were you doing in Iraq...probably shooting unarmed civilians for Fun because from what you told me, that is what an idiot like you could only do in a War. Telling us this pathetic story in which YOU are at fault for being overly sensitive because a girl left you for a loser and then you tried to kill yourself. You never stopped for one moment to think that a bar chick you loved left for a loser then what a fucking ridiculous taste she has in men. That she in fact is a loser herself. No but you wrote down you are a veteran somehow it gloses over your stupidity. Screw yourself really.
By Nadia at 23,Feb,12 01:27

you are an idiot. you have no idea what someone in war has gone through. they do not shoot "unarmed civilians" for fun. just because you have some bias against military or maybe just the American one.

lots of young men and women sign up for the army because they have no other options and the army helps them out a lot financially. these kids are young. young as 18-21. they are kids that have been through a lot and seen a lot. have some compassion and if you live in America some RESPECT for our military men and women.
By anonymous at 23,Feb,12 15:15

No they actually do kill innocent people, and like you said they do if for MONEY!
You pointed out they were kids, yeah thats true, theres something fundamntally wrong about our government. I saw a special on BBC about the poor in America. Kid said thay had to eat rats one time. So quit with your Patriotic bull. Billions of dollars are sunk into war when at home, good honest people are starving, maybe cuz their daddy didn't want to go out and kill people for a living.
By Nadia at 24,Feb,12 00:36

i am not arguing about the war. yes, it's pointless and stupid. whatever, but you should not blame the military for it. if anyone is to blame, it's the people with the power and not the average soldier like this poor guy here. also, your little snide remarks that our military men and women only killing innocent civilians is a bit much. yes, i know there are some bad apples and all but to suggest that all the army does is kill people in cold blood is bull. if anything, our military has helped a lot of civilians in places like afghanistan from medical attention to building hospitals and schools. sure, we could use the $ here but don't suggest that all the military does is kill innocent people.

ok, this was really off topic. but yes life sucks everywhere. i for one am glad i am not a woman living in that part of world. that is all.


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