Hello,
I'm a 17 Year-old Highschool student,
and I think that everyone hates me, and if they are nice to me or if they talk to me when i try talking to them, I think that they just feel bad for me. I'm starting to feel more and more depressed, lonely, and tired all the time. No one really talks to me or starts a conversation with me any more either. The conversations i do have are the typical internet conversation of "hey. what's up?" and nothing past that really. I do try to talk to people. To keep the conversation going. But nothing has worked so far. I also keep trying things to keep me from getting really depressed. Nothing has worked in that area either. I talked to my doctor about it. They said that they wanted to set me up with a counsellor, that was 3 months ago.
Now, me thinking that everyone hates me... I've tried to understand why I feel that way. Why I think that. I have a Learning disability called Aspergers, now i may not have it as bad as others do, but I don't really understand social cues and body language. I think that may be the reason why I think like this. Also, I'm constantly afraid that people will think negatively about me because I have a LD. I know that the way I act and what I seem like to other people is quite a bit different that what I think I am. To others, I seem a bit homosexual, Which, to my dad, is a bad thing, because he is a bit of a homophobe and he thinks that me, his son, should'nt be feminine what so ever. Even though I'm not Gay. Does the lack of understand social cues really effect me this much? I'm still trying to find help. | |
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