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Posted by anonymous at February 12, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 February

Hello,
I'm a 17 Year-old Highschool student,
and I think that everyone hates me, and if they are nice to me or if they talk to me when i try talking to them, I think that they just feel bad for me. I'm starting to feel more and more depressed, lonely, and tired all the time. No one really talks to me or starts a conversation with me any more either. The conversations i do have are the typical internet conversation of "hey. what's up?" and nothing past that really. I do try to talk to people. To keep the conversation going. But nothing has worked so far. I also keep trying things to keep me from getting really depressed. Nothing has worked in that area either. I talked to my doctor about it. They said that they wanted to set me up with a counsellor, that was 3 months ago.

Now, me thinking that everyone hates me... I've tried to understand why I feel that way. Why I think that. I have a Learning disability called Aspergers, now i may not have it as bad as others do, but I don't really understand social cues and body language. I think that may be the reason why I think like this. Also, I'm constantly afraid that people will think negatively about me because I have a LD. I know that the way I act and what I seem like to other people is quite a bit different that what I think I am. To others, I seem a bit homosexual, Which, to my dad, is a bad thing, because he is a bit of a homophobe and he thinks that me, his son, should'nt be feminine what so ever. Even though I'm not Gay. Does the lack of understand social cues really effect me this much? I'm still trying to find help.


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By anonymous at 21,Feb,12 21:28

Hey my name is Star and I feel the same way do don't feel bad at all I've struggled with the same thing from middle school to Highschool to now and I'm in my freshman year of college and I feel like I'm just in life to be in life but if you need some one to talk to I'm here. I will actually talk and it's not that I feel bad for you I just understand you


By anonymous at 22,Feb,12 01:53

Man this is the story of my life ish. People have ignored me so much that I have become completely shy to where I no longer talk unless if I am asked something. Because of this I now have become less healthy and extremely pale. Also I'm much to tall for my age which makes me so clumsy that I can't walk without somehow getting yelled at or getting hurt.


By Jamie at 22,Feb,12 04:01

My stepson is dealing with the same problems you are. He is in 10th grade,15, and over 6 feet tall. He loves to wear skinny jeans and band t-shirts. I believe he is a Metro-sexual, which is a male that is interested in female things. When he is not straightening his hair then he is on Facebook telling his business. What I am getting at is to not let life get you down. You need to keep your chin up and focus on getting through college so you can make good money while doing what you enjoy. If you need to talk then e-mail me at jm12269@yahoo.com Good luck with your future choices.


By anonymous at 22,Feb,12 05:28

Wow, we are legitamently twins


By anonymous at 22,Feb,12 18:29

It's not so hard for many to relate to these issues. As far as social cues, most people aren't real anymore anyway. The mask they wear is probably less genuine than yours. At least your honest. Soceity is enough to depress anyone and I battle it all the time to prayers of recoarse. You know what, like who you are and fight the depression, you can. I'm clinically depressed and I'm doing it. Your also right about "hey what's up" stuff. Again that's what most people have sercome to, throw the computer away (hypathetically) and just live a slower life. One day at a time, try not to starr rejection in the face because it may not be looking at you anyway. You show a great deal of sincerety in your words and are reaching out, that's cool dud. Hey count on me to say some prayers for you, they do work. It takes a man to do what you're doing, your not gay. Your word says so!! :0)smile


By anonymous at 22,Feb,12 19:04

Hey apergers syndrome can be a dual edged sword...the same lack of filtering ability that makes social cues unrecognizable also allows you to focus. Screw people...find a hobby, invest in it and then you will meet others who share the same interest. Look up clay marzo...he's a surfing prodigy with aspergers...he also has a surf film out that talks about his struggle with aspergers called just add water. Check it out.
By anonymous at 23,Feb,12 08:38

I agree with this guy, I know someone with aspergers who, because she's applied herself to her schoolwork is the most intelligent person I know, smarter than all the teachers she had. I can tell she's got a very bright future because of it. You can do the same, just apply yourself to something, be it a sport, something academic, business, and you will succeed.


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