Nobody likes me. I guess nobody dislikes me either, but that's somehow worse. I'm just a nonentity. Girls smile in that way that means you're never going to date them, and guys just look right through me. I tried to be more outgoing, go to parties and things, but I don't drink or dance and nobody seems to want to just hang out with somebody they just met without a big group around. I even tried online dating; after a long time with no replies, I deleted the account out of embarrassment. For a while there I even tried to be religious, thinking maybe this hole inside of me was where a god was supposed to go - but no matter how I prayed (just for a little peace and strength!) nothing ever felt any better. It just felt like talking to the ceiling.
I literally don't know what else to do. I don't even know why I'm putting this in here. I just have nobody to tell and this feels like a small release. | |
Jn.3:16 God...gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him, should...have everlasting life.
Sorry to come bible thumping but I think this needs to be clear.
Have you tried joining a church? You can make good friends at a church. Thats one suggestion, you can also take some sort of class, like a cooking class for example, volunteer somewhere, something that involves interaction with others. I'm sure you can find friends, you just might be looking in the wrong places. Try to stay positive, maybe try to get some exercise in (exercise will help you feel better) look at the cup as half full not half empty.
Regards
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