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Trying to find somethng to life for.

Posted by Steveo at May 8, 2010
Tags: Loneliness  2010 May  Meaninglessness

I have felt like something is missing my whole life. I was told that it would go away in time. I didn't have it so hard growing up, I played football and was popular. I had a great youth. It just takes a while to realize that none of it is real. It's only as the years go on that life begins to get worse. I'm now 28 and I just lost my job bar tending. In the last year my closest friends have all left for other places and I'm all alone in this god damn city. That isn't so bad its the waking up day after day without a purpose. Its the waking up without adventure or any real excitement. The only places that I find those things are in my dream while I sleep. I have never understood how so many people wake up and go to a job they hate to pay for a place that they are never at. I can't live like that. Their is no meaning in it. I know some of you are going to tell me that's the way of life....If so its only because that's all you see. I would gladly give my life to be apart of something meaningful. Lately I can't seem to pick myself up from my bed. I feel ...... I don't know. I try to think of better days.


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By anonymous at 13,May,10 19:50

get another job..

or end up homeless

if u get another job, daydream about weekends.. enjoy small things in life.. like winters.. coffee.. etc

if homeless.. live on teh streets.. everything will become an adventure..

from food to shitting to everything

By anonymous at 21,May,10 16:44

you're not alone. many people, including myself, cannot find anything that truly makes us happy. it's up to you what you want to strive for. you just need to decide what will keep you going. believe me, no job on the face of the earth alone can do this alone. please, don't live your life just to work.

By anonymous at 22,May,10 02:45

I'm 31 and a bartender and i swear bro you just summed up my life as well. no real meaning.

By anonymous at 17,Jul,10 10:15

At least you have sweet dreams, I don't get that either!

Pursuit of happiness!!!
Oh well...(probably) the million year old question....Why the f*** are we here (on the earth)?
What is the purpose of life? We been searching for the answers for millions of years.
I been thinking about it (a lot) lately and of course I don't have any answer.
I been working full-time for about 6 years now (just 30 something years to retire) and life seems repetitive and pretty boring!
Yes, I solve difficult problems, get things done, add value to the product, I am (definitely) smarter than average people, but still I think life sucks.
Almost all of us wait for that "big moment" when life becomes happy, joyful...well I don't think it ever happens!
I think we wait and wait and one day die!

I think the key to happy life is somehow "be present", enjoy small moments / success, try to help others...basically try to enjoy the show (life) as long as we are here!

Good luck to all of you my fellow "life-sucks" friends, hope one day "life-will-rock" for us :)

By anonymous at 11,Aug,10 18:27

"I would gladly give my life to be a part of something meaningful". Get in the Army. lots of people would be your friend. And you might die, but at least it would be meaningful. fuck I've thought bout it lol. There doesn't seem to be any purpose in my life either..I feel just like you..In almost every way. At least try to remember that there's a lot of people who feel the same way you do. I know that doesn't help much but, it could always be worse.

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