I am fifty, and I have been a loser my whole life in spite of trying 110% throughout the whole thing trying not to be one. I am unattractive in my face and body, hate to be around people, tons of mental and physical health problems, poor work ethics, no money, no close family, no relationships, no career, maybe a month from homelessness at any time, no talents, no skills. I am leaving a lot out so that it doesn't get too boring reading this. I feel like my whole life I have been fighting to somehow avoid how I have ended up, but no matter how hard I try life seems to force me into isolation and loneliness and everything I mentioned above. I have tried self help, shrinks, healthy living, positive thinking, meds, school,etc, etc.. I don't have drugs or a drinking problem. I am not a criminal and have no record. I think I come from a family of losers. No one seems to do anything in this family except watch TV. All I can say is if you come from a family of non-losers, and your having a tough time, hang on it should work out. But for me it just seems to get worse. | |
You list the things you have tried, but I didn't see jesus christ on that list. How bout you take him at his word when he says "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." To many people write Jesus off, why don't more people take Him at his word! Maybe it is true that Jesus is lord?
When you believe and trust in Jesus your heart changes, your mind changes, you recieve joy, forgiveness for all sin, comfort in trials and most importantly eternal life in heaven. He will give you a great purpose for your life. I'm no pastor or monk, I know these things first hand.
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