Well, it appears I've hit an all-time low. Here I am about to publish why I'm such a complete failure at life and for what? Who honestly cares? Unlike most people I guess, I've done quite well being successful, having loved, able to see the world and even help others. Yet, I STILL SUCK AT LIFE! Unable to trust anyone (which makes it IMPOSSIBLE to maintain a healthy relationship), constantly doubting myself and simply f*ckin' up all that comes my way! Not an abusive man nor do I drink, smoke or do drugs (maybe I should), just don't cherish a woman like I should. My inability to make up my mind, appreciate what others do for me, and lack of communication has made everything so difficult in my life from professional to personal. On the verge of losing the last Gift from God in my current girlfriend. She has opened her heart, her life, and even her home to me merely after a few months. Needless to say, I'm on a collision course to destroying us as well as my last chance at true happiness. Now 33, it may seem young, however chances at love for my crazy ass are diminishing every day. If I can make one thing right in my life it would be to ask God for mercy and my baby girl for forgiveness. It I may have this one chance I feel my life would indeed become wonderful for a woman like her can change the world...at least my world... | |
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