31 married to a terrific man, but definitely feeling I don't deserve him. Got 2nd dui 4 months before we got married, the grandma went into cardiac arrest at our reception, thankfully she is still alive. A week and a half ago I was fired from my job of 12 years, because my husband got a competing job in the same field. Now I have no car, no job, no family or friends in the area. Everyday I wake up without any sense of purpose. No car to get a job, and a stellar record to acquire a new one anyways. Other choices in my past keep haunting me everyday, I might even have gone to get help, but no job equals no health insurance. I see endless nothingness in my future. I pity my husband for being with me. I used to be fun. | |
Be patient. Appreciate yourself for what you've accomplished in the past. It sounds to me that you are plenty capable of finding purpose. Think outside the box. Being fun isn't everything; it comes after a little patience and hard work.
Good luck with your husband, and don't let any naive fuck-tard bring "God" into it. That's just stupid.
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