I'm 54 years of age. I feel soo old, life is pointless and I don't know when I last felt good. I feel my time is over and I dont know why I'm still here on this planet. I tried to kill myself last Augest by taking a drug overdose, it didnt work even though I took enough drugs to kill a horse. I'm seeing a man who only wants to sleep with me, he does'nt want anymore than that. We meet about once a month for sex. I suppose I should be greatful for that, a least someone wants me. Anyway he is not the problem. I feel alone all the time, like I'm so unwanted unneeded. My two girls are grown up and I hardly see them. | |
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