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Posted by changeinjoy at February 19, 2012
Tags: 2012 February  Loneliness

I have a completely full and blessed life. There are people who seem happy to see me when I enter a room. I perform in the local community theatre scene, and this keeps me busy and earns me compliments. I teach, and I know that my students enjoy my classes.

I am also alone.

Every day I say or do something to disappoint myself, and I can honestly admit that I hate myself. An embodiment of Sonnet 29, you might say (minus the third quatrain and closing couplet).

As a child I witnessed my uncle's suicide, and I can never get the image of it out of my mind, most especially when I am feeling isolated, as I do now.

I wish I could walk through life more gently, and that I would stop hurting others. I wish I had friends, or that I was worthy of them. I wish I could sleep. I wish I could lose weight.

I wish, even as I type this, sitting in a room with a man who loves me and married me, that I didn't feel so alone.


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By anonymous at 27,Feb,12 00:16

Who loves u the most.?........you,...of course, so make that hasppen


By bob at 27,Feb,12 16:52

This doesn't sound too bad. Unless you have an underlying issue, it seems that you are just lonely.

Try meetup .com (no space). Its a site where you can meet groups of people with similiar interests in your city or nearby for physical meetings. Star Wars, Philosphy, Music groups, whatever. You should look at it.


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