Here is my story, im 23 i have no license no car no money no collage education, hell my diploma isn't even credited. And here's why when i was young 12, i fell into depression this never lifted but never stopped me, when i was 15 i was smoking pot and got in trouble my license was suspended, after that my parents decided i shouldn't have one...ever.. things changed i lived in a bad area, i stopped doing bad things, i worked off and on doing masonry work from the time i was 13 starting at 5.00$ an hour all the way up till i was 19, my father was well very well known for his work, i thought i was going to be doing this kind of work expected him to teach me, when i was 18 he got "A calling from god" he always promised 2 teach me everything and never taught me even how 2 lay a base. he decided 2 go to collage at 57, Seminary collage to be a priest or a pasture or in his words maby nothing just wanted his super expensive degree needless to say they didn't send me 2 collage cause he went and IS STILL IN collage.. i got caught with a beer memorial day weekend when i was 18 license got suspended again possession of alcohol (this charge kept me from getting hired 2 hours ago during an interview as a cashier at walmart).. i wanted 2 go 2 collage but since i lived at home and my background wasn't "applicable" for a student lone or financial aid of any kind due 2 my family possessions and assets, when i was 19 my gf Last one i had, got pregnant right as i was spiting up with her (she was abusive vulgar and hateful fyi) child support bills yay with no job i was unable 2 pay the payments, don't think i wasn't trying to get a job within 5 or so miles walking distance, must have put in 500 applications that year... but i couldn't pay so of coarse my license was suspended again for not being able 2 pay... my license is still suspended i have no job and am being threaten with jail time for not being able 2 pay my child support that i have no way of paying.. i applied everywhere and don't get hired... sometimes its cause of "large gaps in employment history" how messed up is that i don't have a job cause i cant get hired for the reason of not having a job cause i couldn't get hired... so there it is im broke no money no gf hell ive been alone and single for over 4 years, and im right attractive to.ive gone homeless 2 help a friend in need, ive given the very food from my mouth 2 a hungry stranger..im an honest sort and a very hard worker but none of this matters cause life deemed me worthless... decided 2 put my story up since im probably not guna be around much longer, i cant live with these chains on my wrists any more.... my entire life has been trying and failing and im all out of juice spent my life helping others and now no one will help me... | |
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