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Posted by LostBelowLife at February 21, 2012
Tags: 2012 February  Money  Unemployment

Here is my story, im 23 i have no license no car no money no collage education, hell my diploma isn't even credited. And here's why when i was young 12, i fell into depression this never lifted but never stopped me, when i was 15 i was smoking pot and got in trouble my license was suspended, after that my parents decided i shouldn't have one...ever.. things changed i lived in a bad area, i stopped doing bad things, i worked off and on doing masonry work from the time i was 13 starting at 5.00$ an hour all the way up till i was 19, my father was well very well known for his work, i thought i was going to be doing this kind of work expected him to teach me, when i was 18 he got "A calling from god" he always promised 2 teach me everything and never taught me even how 2 lay a base. he decided 2 go to collage at 57, Seminary collage to be a priest or a pasture or in his words maby nothing just wanted his super expensive degree needless to say they didn't send me 2 collage cause he went and IS STILL IN collage.. i got caught with a beer memorial day weekend when i was 18 license got suspended again possession of alcohol (this charge kept me from getting hired 2 hours ago during an interview as a cashier at walmart).. i wanted 2 go 2 collage but since i lived at home and my background wasn't "applicable" for a student lone or financial aid of any kind due 2 my family possessions and assets, when i was 19 my gf Last one i had, got pregnant right as i was spiting up with her (she was abusive vulgar and hateful fyi) child support bills yay with no job i was unable 2 pay the payments, don't think i wasn't trying to get a job within 5 or so miles walking distance, must have put in 500 applications that year... but i couldn't pay so of coarse my license was suspended again for not being able 2 pay... my license is still suspended i have no job and am being threaten with jail time for not being able 2 pay my child support that i have no way of paying.. i applied everywhere and don't get hired... sometimes its cause of "large gaps in employment history" how messed up is that i don't have a job cause i cant get hired for the reason of not having a job cause i couldn't get hired... so there it is im broke no money no gf hell ive been alone and single for over 4 years, and im right attractive to.ive gone homeless 2 help a friend in need, ive given the very food from my mouth 2 a hungry stranger..im an honest sort and a very hard worker but none of this matters cause life deemed me worthless... decided 2 put my story up since im probably not guna be around much longer, i cant live with these chains on my wrists any more.... my entire life has been trying and failing and im all out of juice spent my life helping others and now no one will help me...


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By anonymous at 28,Feb,12 21:34

Because you are becoming a man, you feel you need a car asap, but that is not the case. The masonry work sounded good and it's too bad he wasn't the one to teach you but maybe if you keep working at it, someone else will teach you the skills as you go along. Having skills like that is FAR better than a degree these days. People with BA and MAs work at fast food joints. They don't have actual skills, but if you go to a vocational school or what have you, if you stick to tradesmen, the you can learn valuable skills. Manual labor is hard but there can be decent money in that. A mechanist only take 1 year of training in a trade school but could make 100k a year or so I heard. So few people have those kind of talents that it can take a business months to find a decent mechanic. You got people walking around with degrees in nothing. Plumbing makes alot of moeny. No matter how bad the economy is, people will always have to crap in toilets and get water from the sink.


By anonymous at 28,Feb,12 21:39

hey. don't you are give up! you're only 23 years old and your life has so much potential! damn the cards that were dealt to you, and every shitty circumstance that got you to the point you are at now! screw your family for not believing in you, and your ex girlfriend for treating you like crap. just wait until you get out of this rut, then the look on their faces will be priceless. all you need is for one person to cut you a break, and when you get that break i promise your life will start to turn around. find something you love and stick to it. whatever your passion is, don't ever let it go! example, if you like cars, go volunteer at a auto body shop. yes i said volunteer! it may feel useless and a waste of time to anybody else, but at least you will be happy when you're there and you will be learning so much. just be your own honest true self and do whatever the hell makes you happy, you can live your life with no regrets! things will work out for you, you just have to believe. pretty soon you'll start enjoying waking up in the morning just to have something to look forward to and slowly but surely your depression will be cured. after that it's all smooth sailing! once you're happy and optimistic, no body can fucking stop you if they tried. you will start aspiring and achieving things you never thought possible before. happiness is the ultimate revenge to everyone who ever screwed you over in life. one day you will look back on this day and think, what the hell was i doing contemplating suicide? and you will so glad you didn't. i don't know what your beliefs are, but you can trust me that there's nothing better than this life. whether there's an "afterlife" or not, this is as good as it gets, and you have to take advantage of every god damn day! what really helps me when i'm feeling down is listening to eminem, and sure it's going to sound like a cliche, but his music is very inspirational because just like all of us his life was miserable and he got through that shit! he persevered and look how lucky his now. honestly, if he can do it with a little bit of hope and a lot of hard work, then any one can! i dedicate his song beautiful to you.


By anonymous at 29,Feb,12 00:31

Hey man thank god you have what you have get your stuff together and get after it. My family is broke im 20 have no liscense and I have the rap sheet of a convicted fellon but i make 20 bucks an hour working roofing. Its hard work but that doesnt sound like something you have a problem with. There is millions of people in your shoes exactly and due to perserverance and hard work we turn our lives around. Buck up and check out DC taylor they WILL hire you. Get your ass in gear get a bike and find yourself the nearest construction job, with a background in massonry you should have no problem gettn hired. You sound intelligent and like a strong willed person, but you need to drop your resentments, grudges, and your "poor me" attitude and realize your potential. Get out there and prove all your haters wrong instead of verifying all of their criticisms.


By take a look at it! at 25,Oct,13 20:17

WXhjaA Say, you got a nice article.Thanks Again. Keep writing.


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