LIFE SUCKS

My life is going downhill

I am the mother of two, a girl who is almost 11 and a boy that will be 8. I have been married for 11 years to my childrens father and highschool sweetheart. To others my life sounds perfect..it's not. I don't have any family that is there for me. When I got married I thought that I would gain a family, turned out that would be the opposite..actually gained enemies. I am a people pleaser, hard worker, and I think that poeple take advantage of me because of those things. I quit my job last week because I felt unappreciated and now I am having trouble finding a new one. I had a group of friends from high school who used to call me their best friend, but turns out I'm only their friend when they need something or an an entourage when they go to the club. They never make an effort for me, but as soon as they call me to invite me somewhere or need something. My husband is a good person, but is not someone who understands why I feel this way. I am so depressed and feel so hated...I don't know what to do.