I joined a company two years back. I got average marks in my degree,I got recruited to some lame company which had no projects .Though i was getting paid,i didn't have much work.There i did worst mistake of my life.I fell in love.
I was like a monkey on a high . I couldn't control my feelings i went to talk to her.she ignored me.Even I forgot about it. Once she had to go home but there was a problem with the cab.our mutual friend contacted me and i dropped her home.
She was very thankful for that .Again the dormant feelings in me started arising.
Every thing was new to me i was even scared to look into her face and talk.I used to wake up early in the morning and think about her.I used listen to mj and akon's hold my hand and think of her . I was thinking that i have to fight hard enough with this world to lead my life with her. I contacted our mutual friend and did every bit to make her laugh and keep her happy.I started hitting gym and worked out very hard so that i look good enough for her, got my eye vision corrected .Got teeth braces.
I proposed her once she told that she had bad experience with relationship so she doesn't want to get in this. I was not ready to give up i some how tried to persuade her she didn't show any kindness to me.
One day she told that she already committed and she will slap me in front of whole company if i go behind her. I felt like my heart crushed under a truck.May be you people reading this find it crap but I was deeply in love with her .I wanted to spend my whole life with her .
You cant force anyone to love you.I cried about it to my friends and wept for a day, a week ,a month i started feeling that i cant handle anymore pain . i cried loud and I kept myself alive.
Now i am much more mature and experienced in life. thank you all for reading this. | |
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