I think my title says everything, the worst thing i have ever done (I have done some bad things over my time of being alive) is betrayed my bestfriend, I I feel so shit, now a lot of my friends are giving me a hard time and there is noting i can do about it, because it's all my fault. I dont expect people to feel sorry for me, because i know i have done wrong, but i cant help but feel sorry for myself. In school i get bullied, because of the way i look, and im not going to lie, it brings me down, i know people say words cant hurt, but they do. I'm fat, and a girl, that isnt a good combination. I'm not attractive, yet i still manage to get the one person my friend likes, which i didnt wannt but just happened. I never want to go near boys just because of what happened, but i've never had a boyfriend anyway, so i dont think it will matter. I'm not cool. I'm not pretty. I'm not skinny. oh and pervs like me. Brill.
I'm also depressed. Like properly, I can't handle my emotions, and i need anger management, I can't handle my anger and it scares me and the people around me. I hate it. I wish i could be someone else, or even just somewhere else. Anyone want to help me? | |
Give it a chance. What do you have to lose.
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