So,
Ive been raped and beaten in fostercare
moved in with my mom again, she beat the fuck out of my sister and I.
Went to a mental institution, suicidal, cutting, ED.
PTSD out the ass. Flash backs that put me into panic attacks regularly.
You people say your lives suck when you dont get a damn Ipod. Go choke on your own stupdity and walk a mile in anothers shoes. | |
from the age of 3 until 11 i was repeatedly raped by my biological sperm donar(father)and then i thought it was over until 4 yrs ago i was set up by so called female friends that i knew for about a year who spiked my drink with rohypnol and I was ganged raped by 4 men, I believe there were more, I was out for hours and held hostage when I came around completely, i'm left with emotional and physical scares. yes the law has got better but its not that easy to get help. when I went to the police about the child hood sexual abuse i was told it still goes on so i dont get prority. i was 3, 3 years old, what 3 year old can fight off a fat cunt that weighed at least 18stones! i was left with blood pooring down my leg!i was told if you tell i'd do it again! i'm so angry, I hate my own race! i feel sick! oh and yes when I told my granmother his mother, i was told its my fault! and of course he lied, and then bastard punched me in the face, and raped me till i was torn and bleeding, oh and my grandmother listened to me SCREAM THE HOUSE DOWN!! and did nothing but close the door, so she didn't have to hear the screams, sick right!! FUCK LIFE! there is no justice, i'm still left with scares I hate him so much all them bastards, they have ruined my life!
please ... hang in there and i know i really dont know but please just ... hang in there ... blueriver@hotmail.ca
please ... hang in there and i know i really dont know but please just ... hang in there ... blueriver@hotmail.ca
Maybe someday I'll join you in never never land. I wish we lived in that world...
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