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Just waiting.

Posted by lifehappens at February 27, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 February

I'm a failure at life, I can never stick with anything I start. I have no vision for my future or life and I just want to drift through life. All I can ever do is wish for time to go by faster. Throughout the day, I just wait for 10 minutes to pass, and then for the day to pass, and before I know it, I'm just waiting for the year to pass. At this rate, I just feel like I'm just waiting for my entire life to pass by just so that I can die as uneventfully as I've lived.
I can't finish anything, I don't want to start anything, I hate working, I hate having to do anything. I have no friends and I just basically have nothing in life except for overexpectant parents. It just feels like everyone wants something from me that I just can never give them but to tell them that to their faces would cause too much drama so I just lie and agree to whatever they say and if I can be bothered, I will do it and if not then I just keep stalling and lying. I hate myself to the very core and I've tried so many times to change myself but after 5 months, I go back to being my true self. I am a piece of shit.


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By anonymous at 04,Mar,12 21:39

Damn, story of my life...

By anonymous at 06,May,12 17:08

I am a piece of shit too. I am also waiting for my life to pass, but sometimes I just wish I'm dead. Unfortunately, I don't have the courage to kill myself yet. I've been fighting since teenage, didn't realize what it is until college, and college was very difficult. With over expectant parents and loads of responsibilities at home, I was proud of myself that I actually graduated. It took me double the time normal students would. I graduated 5 years, I don't have a job, I'm in debt, and I'm in a bad relationship that I don't know how to get out of. I know dying is not the only way out, but I got to the point that it will be my only way out. I just don't understand why "WE" have to suffer like this?? What have WE done so wrong that we have to feel like shit everyday?? I'm tired of fighting, I'm almost ready for a permanent solution. So, If you have the courage, you should fight for your life, fight for your family and those who cares about you. I'm sure no matter how shitty you feel, there's always someone that cares. I'm useless, I have no energy to fight anymore, maybe you have more energy. I have fought for more than 10 years already. I'm quitting.

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