LIFE SUCKS

started loving a guy after he got married to someone else !

I was in a relationsip with a guy when i was 17 and now am 22 ! i proposed him , he didnt deny it but he dint accept it verbally but am pretty sure that he was also interested. we used to chat thro' phone and i used to meet him daily in a particular meeting spot which is quite far from my place and nearest to his place , thats how we built our relationship. sudenly one fine week he started avoiding my calls and stopped talkin to me , wen i inquired bout this to his frns they said that he got engaged. hearing this i cried " A lot " and tried to get out of this . After a couple of years i came across his contact and talked to him in a frndly manner and he told me that he have a baby girl just 6 days old. He never used to talk much and he is a perfect gentlemen and that's wat i lik the most in him . I felt very happy wen he spoke to me again . Even after lookin at his wedding photo , am not able to digest that he is in some one else's hands! In spite of all these i used meet him in regular basis wen i was in 20- 21! Now my parents found a match to me and am gonna get engaged in next one week. i miss him a lot . i dont know wat to do . i still love him , doesnt matter who he his and with whom he is !
is that a crime to love who is married !?