Hello...i'm guy and i'm 22...i'm in college now, last year...what ca i say...life suck big time for me...i feel like i want to die, to go to sleep and never wake up...money is one of my problems, i barely have money to eat...today is 1 March and i didn't have even money to buy my girlfriend a flower...and no one belives me.I feel like shit!
This girlfriend i have i love her so much, so very much...we have a few years together...but..how do i say it...don't think i'm a pig or something but i want to be with someon new (she was my first and i think i'm still young and i need to be with other girlls, not to mary the first girl i do it and then to cheat on her, beucause i feel the need to do it with other girls, if you understand me)... to feel that trill again...i can't cheat on her..i don't want to make her suffer...and i can't break up with her because i know she loves me and that will "kill" her..and she is naive (having or showing a lack of experience, judgment, or information; credulous)and i'm afraid she will be fool by the first boy ho doesn't deserve her and just want to have sex with her and then leave her be...And i think she deserves better than me...she deserves someone who can take her to clubs, in trips, who can buy her something nice...not a poor guy like me...i'm so confuse...don't know what to do...
Evrey day i try to smile and make people laugh, i try to be funny, to act like my life is good like i don't have any worries, like evreyting is pink! But on the inside...i feel broken, i can't remember the last time wen i was out to drink a beer...i feel like others are living my DREAMS and they don't even know it...a think that for my will worth 1.000.000 $ for them is like 1$.
Hope i wasn't boring you with my problems that for other my seem like nothing.Amd sorry for my bad eng...i'm not from a country where eng is the official language.
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