mum left. Evil step mom with daddy issues equals nightmare | Posted by sparrow seal at March 1, 2012 | Tags: Family 2012 March |
I am only child from my mum and dad. She was 18 he was much older. She left when I was 3. My dad brought me up best way he knew how. Selling drugs but we had a beautiful house and it was always just he and I and my puppy he brought me. Life was.good. meanwhile my mother met a man same age from a wealthy.family with great parents. I never liked him from a young age. Just something about him. My dad met a women Hayley. Who already had a daughter. Same age as myself. Before long she had moved in with her kid. And was pregnant with my dads baby. Meanwhile my mum had remarried and also pregnant. I would see my mum every 2nd weekend. My dad said it was when she felt like it. But I don't remember it like that. Or her forgetting me. I remember having fun. She would take me to.parks, buy me presents, go to movies. And I lived playing with my baby brother. I had lots of fun. However I.had to return home. I hated it but I loved my dad. Time passed and again I had 2 more step sisters. I never got close to my.step mothers kids . But my mums kids I adored. They.were great. I wasn't to keen on my step dad thou. My mum told me he always said I wasn't wanted by him. I remember my step sister the same age we got left out of lots of things and our new half sisters were treated somuch better. They would often forget to pick us up from primary school. Blame us for everything etc. Fast forward my mum is divorced and has bi polar and other mental illness tried to kill her self about 4 times. My brother and sister must have been 13 and 15. My step dad got custody. 13 and 15 is better then 3 yrs old. She went to a mental institution. Several times on and off. I don't even bother to visit her anymore. My mum can be the sweetest angel. But then she can be the devil. From saying I'm so proud of you, your so pretty etc etc to I'm worthless I'm nobody etc. It hurts but I learn to block it out. My step mom is still with my dad. She sometimes treats him nice but I usually see her swearing and yelling at him. I go to visit we talk for a while. But I keep thinking of the mean things she did to me as a child. When my dad would talk to me she would say its disgusting like we were lovers. She would make fun of me in shower, I developed.early. calling me hairy, big boobs and made me wash my private area in front of her. I could never have a shower on my own she was always in there bathing my youngest siblings. She always brought my step sister and I the same clothes and said so I to make me feel special. could hear to my step sister you look so much prettier then her. She would by my step sister more things. My dad never brought me anything different | |
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