I hate my life, I want to run away from everything and everyone that I know. I have an ex-husband that I cannot stand who lives to piss me off, but I cannot get away from him because we share custody of our 4 year old son. I have a job where I work for an 80 year old man who is a notorious prick, he yells at me all day and his wife is a cunt who lives to spend money our company doesnt have, therefore I cannot get a raise or take a vacation, which I haven't had in 2 years. My sister tried to kill herself last week on the anniversary of our brothers death (who died while in her care) and we had to have her committed. My Grandpa just died, and my Grandma is ill and probably won't last much longer either. My father is dying of COPD and cancer of the lungs, kidneys and liver. My Fiance and I fight constantly over my sons rude behavior and fits. My 4 year old is in therapy that was mandated by his daycare to prevent him from getting kicked out. The therapy is costing me $400/month, which I do not have and am sacrificing everything in order to pay for it. And today I got called at work to be informed that my son has now officially been kicked out of daycare. I live in an extremely small town that only has 3 daycares and now I can't find one that is willing to take my son because they already know from his previous one what problems my son has. So I will get fired if I don't come to work tomorrow, but I can't take my son to daycare and he isn't allowed to come to my office unless he behaves like an angel, which will never happen. To top it all off I got rear ended by a drunk illegal on Monday night who left the scene and it turns out has no insurance, so I have a broken car and medical bills from spending Tuesday in the hospital that I can't afford to pay and the cops have already told me that it is unlikely that they will be able to do anything to the bitch that hit me except give her a ticket for leaving the scene. So my entire life is fucked and I wish I could just run away from it all or die in my sleep and not have to deal with this bullshit anymore. | |
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