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feeling... strange.

Posted by B. at March 4, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

So my life turned on it head.
The one person i wanted to talk to shuns me and decides im not worth the time.
The town i live in is infested with numb nuts that cant tell the difference between up and down.
Every friend i ever had turned their back on me. I got beat up for them, threw myself in front of a car for one of them, saved their god damn life at the cost of a broken collar bone and leg.
Thoughts of actually going to their house knocking on the front door and then their head with a large piece of wood. Ofcourse i'd never. Im not that insane yet....
I just want to have a conversation with someone for longer than 3 minutes. I havent heard someones thoughts for 2 years now. I just want to be trusted. I try so hard to be, and yet, im still alone. Ive never wronged anyone. Not on purpose anyway. Ive always lived my life by treating others as they would want to be treated. Politely, innocently, non judgementally. But im still alone, im still cold. and im still talking to the mirror more than i am to people. I have longer conversations with myself than i have had to a person in 2 years now.... What did i do wrong?


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By anonymous at 08,Mar,12 22:23

maybe u were to nice to everyone. but i dont thing you did anything wrong.


By crorkz matz at 05,Aug,14 12:09

xbZHc6 Very neat post.Really looking forward to read more. Want more.


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