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Loneliness

Posted by anonymous at March 5, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

I'm feeling so alone for a couple of years now... My ex-girlfriend just traded me for another guy, like I was something bought on a market, and I loved her so much, I would give my life for her... my family thinks I am so mentaly gifted, like I am Einstein or so, having so high expectations of me, not letting me fail, but I just want a normal life... I don't have friends, my heart keeps telling me that I need some company, I need a hug, that I need a kiss, something to stop being alone, but my mind keeps telling me to don't trust in anyone, that it's much more confortable this way... I'm feeling so down that I'm getting bad school grades, I'm about to get fired from my job, and I've already been expelled from home... I seriously think about suicide but I can't just do it when it comes the time...

I'm 20 years old, and I wish I didn't come to this world like this, I feel so alone...

My daily routine is waking up late, go to school, I don't talk to anyone, then go to my job and getting to bed again... I just can't hold on anymore...


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By anonymous at 08,Mar,12 16:40

You have depression. Can you go to your doctor and see if there is any medication you can be prescribed? I went on Paxil when my boyfriend of six years dumped me. It worked. I didn't have the extremely low lows, where all I would want to do is cry and sleep. And cry some more. It totally sucked. When I took Paxil. It evened me out. I didn't feel ecstatic, but I didn't want to cry either. It was a huge help. I could then focus on work, and other stressors, rather than being consumed by my emotions. Try it. There are different types and varieties: Zoloft, Paxil, Lexapro, etc...
Eventually, when you are feeling better, you can stop taking them all together. Also, you are not alone. You have this website. And from what I can tell, there are some individuals on here with some good advice...


By anonymous at 08,Mar,12 21:15

Please don't give up. It will get better. Switch it up one day. Go to a random dance class and talk to the person they pair you up with. Right now you are in the routine. On your day off go to the beach and soak in the sun. Good luck and please don't give up. Someone cares. I care.


By anonymous at 08,Mar,12 22:06

This is a serious situation in which you are feeling like this! You need to contact your local crisis centre in whichever province/state you are in.


By anonymous at 08,Mar,12 22:23

My life in a nutshell, literally every part of that is identical to me. #1) dated a girl for 3 and 1/2 years. Still in love with her even though one day after she broke up she banged some other dude, and a month later started dating the guy(that was a month and 1/2 ago). #2) I have incredibly high expectation by my parents yet b/c of depression I have no desire to do anything but sit here but I feel like I should be doing more with my life than going to college. I want to be helping people but have no means. #3) What friends is a better question. My only true friends and I talk rarely b/c we go to separate colleges and the people I go to school with are a bunch of inconsiderate douches who purposely exclude me from activities. Life sucks


By anonymous at 11,Mar,12 20:07

damn dude...your story is scary similar to mine...also got shitcanned by my ex after so many years, cause she wanted to be "independent", and ofcourse, three weeks later she was fucking another dude.
And i live alone myself cause i went over half the country to live with my "sweetheart", so im stuck with the appartment and the rent after she bolted. I dont have family contact whatsoever....it fucking sucks
so what i do? i smoke weed, paint trippy graffiti and play guitar, and the rest of the world can suck my dick untill something worth pops up that doesnt get pulled out under me


greets from belgium, europe


By Jennis at 15,May,17 02:57

Just do me a favor and keep writing such trnnhcaet analyses, OK?


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