I have Bi Polar disorder, most of my life i have known i got it from my mom. But Recently, i found out she almost went to the Federal Pen for taking money from a former boss, she then proceeded to embezzle money from my Grandmother (her mom) an amount of about 50 grand, to pay off this boss to avoid charges. Recently, my Father, and my aunt (My moms sister) discovered it. I dont have life THAT bad, but i just need to get this out, so thanks. But anyways, i have recently turned 18, and in light of recent things, my mother is not Bi Polar, she is full blown ASPD, or you may know it as a Sociopath. I myself, am a criminal mastermind, i can get away with anything, i just have the audacity to resist my darker side, she does not. I feel like a tea kettle, just before it squeals. I feel like i could snap at ANY time and go on a multi state crime spree. I have become so full of hate and malice, bitterness and loathing for the slime that us as a race are. She is going to leave of course, my Father has depression, my aunt has depression, my grandmother has Alzheimer's. I am going to blow, i am so incredibly tired of my family's SHIT. People, and family do nothing but slow you down. I have graduated high school one year early, but the economy has prevented me from getting a job. I hate this country anymore (America). I sit and watch people milling around just happy little sheep and i fucking DESPISE everything and everyone. My entire life has been plagued with inconsistency, lack of trust, and mental abuse. Thank you for reading, it is appreciated. Sincerely, Zach. | |
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