My life sucks right now. I feel like I can never be good enough for anyone. I always feel like I'm a step behind. I had to move back into my parents house because I could no longer afford living on my own. (I'm 21) I was in a relationship for the last 6 years and recently ended it due to arguing. It's been several months since the break up but I'm still not over it. He is the father of my child. I know things could have been resolved but I was so stubborn at the time. I still love him just as much as I ever did and I finally tried to explain to him how I still feel after hiding my feelings for several months and got basically a rejection. He sends me mixed signals and it just gets me very emotional. I jusy want my family back. I get so depressed. Not only from this but from financial situations as well. I never feel at peace with myself. I'm not typically close to anyone in my family and I want my child to have the benefits of having her mother and father raise her together as a family. I don't know what else to do. I've really changed, admitting my wrongful treatment and actions, and even got diagnosed as bi-polar. I just feel like its over and done with and I will never get over it. I try so hard to but I can't. You can't help who you love. I get so down and no one knows. What do I do? | |
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