I live with a woman who I love so much and would do any thing for her. I have severe ADD and fuck everything up. She is getting sick of me and is about to kick me out. I have no where to go and no one to call. I lie to her, whether it be on accident or on purpose, I try not to but her disapproval and disappointment scares me and I don't know what else to do when my ADD takes over and fail. I can't live on my own, I have 4 dollars in my bank account and get 230 dollars a month so there is no way I could get an apartment or a roommate. I am a nerd and a loser and no other woman will want. When the woman I live with gets pissed she talks to me like shit and seems to be able to turn her love on and off like a light switch. Every time this happens it hurts more and more inside. If she kicks me out I have no where to go and my world will be destroyed. I hate myself and all the pain that I cause her but I can't stop myself. I am a terrible person and need hep. Nobody cares. | |
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Maybe that's why "she" can turn her love on and off like a switch...because YOU'RE the one doing it. Well, I'm gonna help you though...
First of all, i want you to take that 4 bucks to johnny quik. Johnny quik always has donuts, and there's always a bum or two around back. Now, buy a large maple bar donut, they're $1.30 with tax. Go around back and find one of the bums and kick him awake. I like to kick them in the crotch area, but whatever works for you, do it. He'll be like " HEEyy!! whash a fawk shwrong wishoo??? You dinna see meh shleepin ya mope you got any chew, guy/ or shome sheagrams?"
...and then you'll be like Nope, but I got this donut, want it?
"ooooh you besha cheifie! gimma shomeadat donut pleash!!"
...and then, you lick it all over , and get all the frosting off it, and give it to the bum. Guess what happens next?
...he eats it anyway you stupid fucking mope! Now THAT is someone with a REAL problem...not YOU...get it?
Fuck you and your ADD.....get some SUBTRACT if you need to , but get the fuck over yourself and your stupid made up disease. Back in the day they called it "bad attitude". I did not storm the beaches of San Franco de la Mosito so little simps like you could live off the generous tit of a sock puppet! get your shit together lord fucktard, and quit your bitchin!
You're not a fuck-tard. You are one of millions of people who can't flipping focus on one thing for very long. Do you have any education? Skills that could be drawn upon to get some work?
Being in a "CO-DEPENDENT" relationship will only lead to unhappiness on both of your parts. She knows that she has you by the balls in terms of living arrangements, and she must have a reason that she wants you to be around if anything, you are her emotional punching bag. It's definitely not a healthy situation...
If you can untangle yourself financially from her, and come up with a back-up plan for your future living arrangements, then you wouldn't have this overwhelming sense of "doom" when the shit hits the fan- and she ultimately does kick you to the curb...
Are you on disability? Can you find friends, or family that perhaps can take you in?
Just because you have ADD and you are financially strapped doesn't give anyone the right to treat you like shit.
Period.
Cursed
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