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Posted by Mike at March 14, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

from a far view you could say i have a perfect life two parentsa sister and 2 cats i live in an upscale neighborhood have a group of friends, but i have had a face full of acne since i was 15 i havent had even one day in four years that i could look in the mirror and feel proud to say thats me ive never had a girlfriend im very nice to my friends would take a bullet for each and every one of them im very loyal ive had plenty of girls say im good looking but hen it comes to the topic of dating e not one has ever even given me thought im a funny person and understanding i cant stand the fact that my face looks like i have the chicken pox i want to rip my skin off just because whats the point id probably look better i cant relate to my parents i look in the mirror and see a dissapointment this acne and my lonelyness make me want to kil myself every day in high school i probably came up with over 10 plans to kill myself ranging from shooting myself to make it look like an accident, hanging myself drinking and jumping into a pool and straight up paying someone too kill me and each and every time the onl reason i havent is because im not a selfish person i have morals and couldnt do that to my family especially my mother who is the only person who truly loves me i have turned to drugs starting with cigarettes to weed to vicodidin percoset cocaine and xanax i cant take it any ore all i want is a girlfriend someone to share my life with and be happy thats all i want more than anything in this world i came very close to actually commiting suicide about 3 years ago with no reard to my parent the only thing that saved me was that my aunt was rushed to the hospital to give birth to my cousin and i could not leave with out seeing him at least once since then my suicidal thoughts left until now i cant wait to be done with life no one wants me and i dont blame them i guess im just not good enough. i just cant take being alone any more im 19 and have never been on more than 2 dates with the same girl i cant aproach a good looking girl with this shit on my face because i know if a girl that had as much acne as me came up to me id blow her off too so why put myself through it i just roll with the punches no one has ever heard this ever this is the first time im telling anyone and i dont even know whos gonna read this


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By anonymous at 15,Mar,12 23:31

ok, you could have let us know what you have try and done to prevent and clear up your skin?

since i don't know your exact situation, i will give you advice as someone who has suffered from acne since the age of 13 and still do 13 years later. please follow these steps. just for a month. and if it doesn't work, give up. but 1 MONTH IS ALL I ASK.

* DO NOT EAT CHOCOLATE, NUTS, CHIPS, SPICY FOODS, SODA.
* DRINK WATER AND ONLY WATER. COFFEE IS OK TOO.
* CLEANSE YOUR SKIN 2X A DAY, MORNING AND NIGHT WITH AN OIL FREE CLEANER WITH SALICYLIC ACID.
* MOISTURIZE WITH AN OIL FREE AND SPF 30 MOISTURIZER.

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!


By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 17:05

Hey, at least you're not that lady who got her jaw ripped off by a monkey that also ate most of one of her hands. Then you'd REALLY be ugly, and vain too because every time you put up your hand in class everyone would think you're saying "I'm number ONE!!!"

I had a zit once. Please follow these steps. Just for a month. it'll work

*EAT ALL KINDS OF GREASY FOOD. SLIM JIMS ARE THE BEST FOR THIS
*DRINK A FUCKLOAD OF BEER AND THEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR
*PLAY THE SKIN FLUTE TWICE A DAY AND RUB THE RESULTS ON YOUR FACE
*MOISTURIZE WITH CHICKEN SHIT

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!


By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 18:50

I bet there is someone like you in the same situation like you. You can try to find someone and become friends with them. But there are also people that won't mind your skin condition, there are some of us that look past the face and into the heart.


By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 22:19

dude i had acne so bad all thro highschool. you get acne then it depresses you then depression makes its worse!! crazy right? well just go super healthy. start jogging eating right. no chocolate not to much unhealthy. i mean dont completely turn your life to vegan but instead of eating that chocolate bar have a banana and a yogurt with some green tea instead of soda. it actually tastes amazing and its easy to do. also wash face daily!! twice a day if necesary! go to dermatologist if you havnt! honestly this turned my life around im so much more confident. o and thats key. build CONFIDENCE!! good luck pal remember theres some many people who have worse things than you that cant be cured so just keep thanking your luck for that!!


By anonymous at 17,Mar,12 05:17

I used to have horrible acne. I know where your coming from bro, acne sucks. What helped me was Accutane. If your health insurance is good, I wuold look into it. If you cant afford it then I would go to acne.org. Theres a ton of good info on there, very specific information. Heres some tips off hand, get a benzoyal peroxide face wash, try not to get stressed, change your pillow case everyday, dont pick acne. Stay away from diary products.

Best of luck bro

God bless


By anonymous at 18,Mar,12 01:02

So I've never had really bad acne, but I have had mild acne. I use this stuff called benzecline ( i think that's how it's spelt) and I no longer need to wear any makeup (i'm a girl) all my acne is gone. You can get a prescription from your doctor possibly, or try seeing a professional dermatologist. There are options out there, don't lose hope. I know as a girl I've seen guys with acne that are still really good looking. Looks aren't everything anyways. Oh and btw the drugs are probably making your acne worse. When I used to do drugs I found that my skin was a lot worse than it is now.


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