from a far view you could say i have a perfect life two parentsa sister and 2 cats i live in an upscale neighborhood have a group of friends, but i have had a face full of acne since i was 15 i havent had even one day in four years that i could look in the mirror and feel proud to say thats me ive never had a girlfriend im very nice to my friends would take a bullet for each and every one of them im very loyal ive had plenty of girls say im good looking but hen it comes to the topic of dating e not one has ever even given me thought im a funny person and understanding i cant stand the fact that my face looks like i have the chicken pox i want to rip my skin off just because whats the point id probably look better i cant relate to my parents i look in the mirror and see a dissapointment this acne and my lonelyness make me want to kil myself every day in high school i probably came up with over 10 plans to kill myself ranging from shooting myself to make it look like an accident, hanging myself drinking and jumping into a pool and straight up paying someone too kill me and each and every time the onl reason i havent is because im not a selfish person i have morals and couldnt do that to my family especially my mother who is the only person who truly loves me i have turned to drugs starting with cigarettes to weed to vicodidin percoset cocaine and xanax i cant take it any ore all i want is a girlfriend someone to share my life with and be happy thats all i want more than anything in this world i came very close to actually commiting suicide about 3 years ago with no reard to my parent the only thing that saved me was that my aunt was rushed to the hospital to give birth to my cousin and i could not leave with out seeing him at least once since then my suicidal thoughts left until now i cant wait to be done with life no one wants me and i dont blame them i guess im just not good enough. i just cant take being alone any more im 19 and have never been on more than 2 dates with the same girl i cant aproach a good looking girl with this shit on my face because i know if a girl that had as much acne as me came up to me id blow her off too so why put myself through it i just roll with the punches no one has ever heard this ever this is the first time im telling anyone and i dont even know whos gonna read this | |
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since i don't know your exact situation, i will give you advice as someone who has suffered from acne since the age of 13 and still do 13 years later. please follow these steps. just for a month. and if it doesn't work, give up. but 1 MONTH IS ALL I ASK.
* DO NOT EAT CHOCOLATE, NUTS, CHIPS, SPICY FOODS, SODA.
* DRINK WATER AND ONLY WATER. COFFEE IS OK TOO.
* CLEANSE YOUR SKIN 2X A DAY, MORNING AND NIGHT WITH AN OIL FREE CLEANER WITH SALICYLIC ACID.
* MOISTURIZE WITH AN OIL FREE AND SPF 30 MOISTURIZER.
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!
I had a zit once. Please follow these steps. Just for a month. it'll work
*EAT ALL KINDS OF GREASY FOOD. SLIM JIMS ARE THE BEST FOR THIS
*DRINK A FUCKLOAD OF BEER AND THEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR
*PLAY THE SKIN FLUTE TWICE A DAY AND RUB THE RESULTS ON YOUR FACE
*MOISTURIZE WITH CHICKEN SHIT
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!
Best of luck bro
God bless
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