i'm a 19 year old male living with my father,mother's living with new husband about 4 miles away from where i live every day i'm torn into making decisions from whose side to chose based on what happens...every month or so it's a new trip to court which are for a child support case concerning my brother and sister. i have yet to recieve my high school diploma due to constant suspensions from school which ended in me leaving once i turned 18.as for relationships...ive been single for 5 years so far, females have asked me why i am single and that i'm too cute to be single so much its unbelievable...i always respond,"i just haven't found the right one" but truthfully i just fear that the same situation as my parents will happen to me..you could say i'm terribly scarred for quite a wile. financially i've been working part time at a golf course waking up at 4am to get ready. my shifts are from 5am-10pm weekends only which is barely enough to pay my liability charges for a car crash i was involved in at age 17. the same car i put up for sale a few days ago on craigslist working perfectly just to get called the next day demanding a refund because the vehicles engine blew. police were involved,but the officer that arrived turned out to be a racist because even though i had the upper hand because i had already given the vehicle up at the dmv i was forced to give the money back by the caucasian officer without even hearing the story, and the person demanding the money was also caucasian. so now im car-less, money-less, my next liability bill is due in 2 weeks and i have no way to get to work to make money. so what to i do? my only options are if i miraculously win at least 1000 dollars in a lotto scratcher for a temp. car or kill myself....u.s.a land of the free....not really | |
...nigger
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