Hi I am 50 yrs old Indian woman, married to an European, got divorce and returned to my parents in India. I have no kid, no social life, no froend, np vacation, as all these are sociL taboos here. My parents (my father is extremely ill heart patient) mother a retd. prof now complaining whole day about my failure and how I have made their life miserable with social stigma of divorce, no children etc. By the way I am the only child of them so expectation was high and I perhaps fould n9t fulfil all. My father runs tbe house in his rule and he speaks the last word, whjch kn 90% cases are abusive to me, he recalls all my weawhom kness and failures everydag and proves I am worthless. He is the one stops me from socialising with anyone or group. The point is as he is very ill I cannotgoo boring
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Joba not argue with him. Once I tried gently then he slapped ne and threw furnitures at me. After a while he wax feeling sick and ofcourse I was responsible.
In india it is so different, you can hardly live as a single woman, with no job on top of this. This job is funny I was forced to wotk in his company on projects, no onehasthe skill to cope with new demands, entire burden onme and when they finallylisttheproject it was 100/% myfault.
Idonotlookfirward to live,as there is no good thing waiting for me in future. I am now very deppressive and take high anti depressive. My parents 24 hours blameme tobedepressuve and saudotgersof my age arenot, soitis either my trick or fault. I would live to say good bye to all some day only do not know when, how and to whom.I only know my parents thats all and they said I am not attemted so far as I was a coward. At 50 yrs, no job,no marriage, no cheerfulfamily, no socialnetwork friends, abysive parents, i feel living at their mercy, feel fully captive and feel worthlessy. Internet atleast helps me to share and then I feell ittle better. Thanks for readyong, badly need advi es. Pl HELP
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Get a life, madir.
I m 29 yrs living in india wid my parents and I can totally relate to wat u mean but I have learnt the hard way tht no one cares for us so live and take pride in watever u do
Good luck
You people make 10 grand a month for doing nothing other than living on the reservation and helping white people gamble all their money away. And you don't even give out free booze!!! Gaaack!!!! You make me want to puke up red bile all over your favorite rug!
Cunt!
And never think of killing yourself or harming yourself. If you do that you are re-born to the same family. God wants us to live our full lives on earth. So do go ahead a live it !!! May God be with you !
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