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Loneliness and Depression

Posted by Logan at March 14, 2012
Tags: Loneliness  2012 March

I hate this emptiness inside of me. It eats me alive like a cancer. I have a job now, but it's not gonna solve my problems. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I've been to a psychiatric hospital because of stupid bullshit people have said to me that made me want to kill myself and other people. It's made me an angry son of a bitch who people still continually make fun of. I am 16 years of age and have never kissed a girl or have had a girlfriend. I tell my therapist that I am destined to be the next 40 year old virgin. She says that I will find the perfect woman but I keep thinking, "Quit telling me those bullshit lies!" I sometimes take sharp things to my skin. But it only relieves the pain for a few short seconds before it all comes back again. I also hate seeing couples at school with their boyfriends or girlfriends holding hands, kissing and having a good time. Any time one of my shithead fucking friends got hooked with a girl I would literally snap. My doctor had to put me on meds just to calm me down. But they still barely work.... I am bullied at least once a day or every couple days getting beat up beat down, chewed up, spat out and no one caring. Is there anyone else this is happening to? Someone please help me.


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By anonymous at 15,Mar,12 22:36

Hey man, I know it sucks. I've totally been at that age and it's hard because you're misunderstood and it's hard to connect with people, especially chicks. When you get older you'll realize that a lot of people are going through pretty much the same thing and once you realize that, it doesn't hurt as much. If you're just looking for a hook-up (all guys that age do, nothing to be ashamed of) then shoot for average. There are plenty of average looking girls that feel the same way. Take what I say with a grain of salt, obviously I'm at this site for a reason too, but I'm 28 now and I've been depressed or down for years. I've thought about suicide, but it's just a really selfish thing to do, and I could never bring myself to do something that would hurt all of my friends and loved ones. So now when I feel a little low, I come to sites like this to try and help people. It makes me feel a little better, and I hope you'll give it a try too.

By anonymous at 15,Mar,12 22:39

Shit dude. This calls for some Kid Cudi therapy. Search Up do It alone and Don't play this song. best of luck to ya, remember, the universe has a way to balance everything out. Keep Ballin

By anonymous at 15,Mar,12 23:13

you're only 16. you're getting help now which is good.

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 01:36

22,000 children die every day of starvation and disease related to poverty. Your a self-centric little bastard. Get over yourself and help someone else.
By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 03:33

WTF you're very encouraging. We have different reasons to feel sad and the kid needs to let his anguish out. Thinking of those 22,000 children and the frivolity of his situation compared to them will just make him feel worst about himself.
By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 11:02 Fold Up

You obviously know jack-shit about human psychology/human nature. Show me a single person who doesn't focus on their own problems before others'. At the very least to get their own life/situation sorted before they can be more altruistic.

Point is, you need to help yourself before you can be of any real help to other people. And this kid is obviously in a bad way and needs help. So you're the self-centric bastard for talking shit without thinking about how it might affect others.

Now go back to your hole you fucking idiot.

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 01:53

Hey due, i think the life have cycles .... from me i was very well with the girls, but
two years ago i'm very very lonely, i'm 33 and it's really sucks go to the work get back to the home and nothing more !!!!! shit, shit, fuck.... but i'm waiting this cicle end fast,

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 02:23

Life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes we wonder what is the plan for us. But we need to look deep inside to find out what makes us happy. I am the middle Child of 8 kids who was lost in the shuffle. My Real father wanted nothing to do with me. Even after many years I have tried to reach out to him but seems i'm just not worth it. I have lost allot over these past few years my Husband after 25 years of Marriage to another woman and then they both die in a Tragic Semi Crash. My Grand Parents with in moths of each other and Recently my brother right before this past Christmas. All my family is scattered all over the USA and I only have my Youngest Son living with me who Is 18. What I am saying is Believe me I have gone the Depression route. But I never once thought of killing myself. That to me is a cop out. It's for the weak and the weak minded. You need to find something to do to but your angst in. Like writing, Song, Poetry, Painting. Something that will make you happy. You can also try Physical Fitness like kick boxing or Something to take out your aggression. Anything can help. For me it is Poetry. I have love it every since I was young. But lately it has been what gets me trough. And I submitted it and they want to publish me. What I am saying is your not worthless you are what god put on this earth which is perfect in your own way. Keep strong and anything is possible.

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 04:14

Dude. At 16 come on. Your in high school life has not started. If you listen to me you be the happiest guy. Do this. Play 2 sports a year. Work out a s eat rite. Read up on it. Get ripped get the sickest abbs and shape. Alps get a job and save half what you mAke. If you follow this until 19 I guarantee you are the happiest guy alive. And one girl. Screw that have as many as you can at 20 date em 30. And at 35 settle down with a 25 year old. Comity 3 years to sports , saving and getting ripped. Your still depressed then jump. But dude your a kid still. Life has nit begun. And if someone picks on you. Just sucker them and it will end. No one wants to get hit.
By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 04:19

5625423700. If u need anything brother

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 08:03

9049930425 veronica

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 08:34

911 if you decide to kill people and no girl is worth anything and you probably are gay anyway. It sure sounds like it. Get over yourself kittentits.

By Truth at 16,Mar,12 13:32

Hey fuck you ya little shitbird. Once again , it's always gotta be some tired ass little mancunt spewing out his oh so awful life story here. Ooooh you cut yourself....but it only cures the pain for a second. What a complete load of shit! Kid, I can smell you through the computer screen, and you smell like a 2 day old taco bell turd left to fester in an outhouse.

I can help you though....

First, quit acting like a teen queen. Start acting like you want to GET SOME...and you will. Drop the dope the "doctors" are giving you and shape the fuck up! No one is lying to lie to yourself. You LIKE to feel bad, so you have an excuse not to do anything about your temporary highschool problems. Knock it off. The booby hatch is no place for you.

There was this kid named Oren who used to cut my grass n the summer. He was like you...faggoty little emo kid who would accept just a dollar to cut my whole half acre. That kid always whined about how life treated him so badly, and how he couldn't even get a girl to just talk to him.

Hmmm..wonder why, Oren? Could it be that you have no sense of self worth????

..and then he was like, no sir, I do, I think I'm worth a lot which is why I'm soooo sad.

So then I punched him so hard in the stomach that he shit tomorrow's turd and I asked him if that helped straighten out things for him, as far as self worth goes. Well...he was wheezing and dry heaving so i went inside to get some booze and have half a spirit cigarette (fucking Indian Jo) and then I came back out and asked him again.

He said he didn't get it, but that he still felt like he was worth a I asked him WHY THE FUCK DON'T YOU CHARGE MORE THAN A DOLLAR TO CUT A HALF ACRE YOU JACK FUCK?

....and right then, he got it..and that kid had a close race between him and a crapper seat as to who got more ass. I still only paid him a dollar to cut my half acre though.

By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 14:33

you need to cut your throat.Its thr only answer for you.
By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 19:16

yo fuck head dont tell him that retard....

By random white man at 16,Mar,12 15:50


By Safiir3000 at 16,Mar,12 16:04

There is no god except Allah and Muhammad is a messenger of Allah

This is the statement that qualifies someone as a Muslim. If you are convinced of this at some point then you are a Muslim.

Formally someone becomes a Muslim by saying - in front of witnesses - "I witness that there is no god except Allah and that Muhammad is a messenger of Allah."

To understand this statement fully some explanation is needed of the word 'god'. A god is understood to mean anything or anyone who you use to set your values in life; to determine how you judge a matter as good or bad and how therefore you live your life. A god is also someone or something that people try to keep happy so that it may be able to change their lives and make those people happy. Since every human being by nature forms value judgements everyone has at least one god.

What is your god? Is it your desires? - Is it your work? - Is it fashion? - Is it your family? - Is it your nation? - Is it your church?

Whatever your gods may be, becoming a Muslim frees you from the service of them and brings you to the service of Allah and only Allah.

Believing that Muhammad is the messenger of Allah flows from believing in the Qur'an.
By Truth at 16,Mar,12 16:52

I wiped my ass with the pages of a qur'an.

Also, I named my albino mouse Muhammad, and then I let it eat a roach.

I know allah...he runs a carwash down on 4th and nash, and I hear he slings pussy too.
By Safiir3000 at 16,Mar,12 16:58

my friend,

Under Sharia, those who insult Muhammad or Allah are to be put to death. So are those who desecrate the Qur'an, or commit other acts of blasphemy. This tradition began with Muhammad, as recorded in the Hadith and by his biographers. There is also a Qur'anic basis for it.

Qur'an (33:57) - "Lo! those who malign Allah and His messenger, Allah hath cursed them in this world and the Hereafter, and hath prepared for them the doom of the disdained"
By Truth at 16,Mar,12 17:48

I'm not your friend, and I shit burrito slush into the mouth of allah while I urinate all over muhammad who fucks dead foxbats in hell. Fuck you, allah, and muhammad all.
By faith at 17,Mar,12 06:51 Fold Up

But don't you know that in the Ten commandments written by God himself says that "You must not kill"? If someone Blasphemed God, it is God to punish.
By Truth at 18,Mar,12 00:47

then why does allah suck the cock of goats with syphilis???
By faith at 17,Mar,12 06:46 Fold Up

There is no God but Yahweh.. The God of Adam, Noah, Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, etc...
I'm sorry to say but the writer of Qur'an plagiarized the books of Jews and Christians took some of its stories and twisted it.

By random white man at 16,Mar,12 17:01

i moderate these boards and im marking this thread for deletion.
By random nigger at 16,Mar,12 17:48


By anonymous at 16,Mar,12 19:20 matter what happens dont listen to these people take my advise do what makes you a starting qb for cranston east i have a sexy ass girlfriend and i still hate my life but all i do is live my life because if you think about it you prob got mad potential for sumthin soo tell all ya haters fuck off and if yu can fuckkn beat the crist out of them

pc3 kid good luck email if you got any ?s good luck

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